They think I'm joking
Those pills
That ledge
The blades
All for their amusement because even while I'm dying I'm still a joke to you
Oct 7, 2020
Oct 7, 2020 at 5:28 AM UTC
I just want to disappear
Or maybe for someone to hear
Or perhaps something to hold dear
But honestly I won't get anything here
Oct 7, 2020
Oct 7, 2020 at 5:21 AM UTC
I have one body
it's mine alone
something that nobody else can own
but, I don't really feel at home
Not since you laid your hands on me
now in the mirror that's all I see
It's like a solemn guarantee
that comfortable I'll never be
You left bruises all over me
fingertips that left a tole
not on my body but my soul
but, that was always your goal
I've never been more unprepared
this broken leaves you feeling scared
It's something that can't be repaired
Because in you I've been ensnared
May 30, 2020
May 30, 2020 at 1:13 AM UTC
The night sky twinkles with a thousand tiny flecks of light
and your eyes always sparkle just as bright.
I hear the wind humming a sweet lullaby
and can't help but wonder why.
Why a person like me deserves a person like you
who shines like the sun whenever I'm blue.
Your smile leaves my head dizzy
and your voice leaves me in a tizzy.
You're my one weakness. I can never say no
and I'll follow where ever you go.
Your moonlit lips make me weak
and with your heart, you always speak.
I love you with my entire soul
so my heavy heart must let you go
May 30, 2020
May 30, 2020 at 12:54 AM UTC
Dear L
I’m not gonna lie I miss you
I realize you were never mine to miss
But you taught me things
Things about myself that no one else could
In another life I’d tell you how much I loved you
How much I still love you
But you were always hers
I hope you will always be hers
Because I know how your face lights up when it’s her on your phone
And I hope that you will never loose that love.
That true bliss.
And if that means that you will never know that you’re the one who makes my face light up like that
So be it
Jun 29, 2019
Jun 29, 2019 at 5:07 PM UTC
We stumbled upon a view that wast tailor made for two
It was just you and I under a pale blue sky
I turned to see your smile and stopped to stare a while
Because even then I knew you were more beautiful than the view
You turned to go when the sun drooped low
And I heard your laugh down the golden path
As night consumed light the moon bloomed bright
And the stars blossomed too you know how they do
Lighting this lovely night with and the mood just right
I whispered in your ear “Oh how I love you dear”
Just you and I under a star lit sky
Stumbled upon a scene peaceful and serene
Jun 25, 2019
Jun 25, 2019 at 12:51 AM UTC
I hide behind my glasses
Because I believe if you can’t see my eyes
You’ll never see the pain inside
But that comes with a price
Because that pain makes me who I am
So until I let the world see
No one will know the real me.
Jun 19, 2019
Jun 19, 2019 at 5:26 PM UTC
I had a dream last night that I finally did it
I died
And let me tell you that it sure felt peaceful
Jun 19, 2019
Jun 19, 2019 at 5:21 PM UTC
I believe in Magic.
Not the dream come true kind but the gathering
I know it’s just some stupid card game
But when you don’t know how to make friends
Maybe a little magic will help.
Jun 19, 2019
Jun 19, 2019 at 5:18 PM UTC
They say that love is
Deep
Kind
Long
and Wide
But for me love is
Dead
Dark
Elusive
and Painful
And when my tear stained face finds a gentle hand to wipe away my sorrows
I fall in love
Or perhaps I fall in line
I’m not sure there’s a difference anymore
Jun 19, 2019
Jun 19, 2019 at 5:13 PM UTC