Don't mind me
Everything is just a little too real
And you're not here for me
Don't fret now
I've gone MIA
My head'll come right
I've been like this since before I was born
So don't mind me
Or my tears
Don't mind at all
Jun 29, 2015
Jun 29, 2015 at 3:34 AM UTC
Breathing is the hardest thing you'll ever have to do
Jun 29, 2015
Jun 29, 2015 at 3:34 AM UTC
So they cut
These words
Like the blade that sung your melody
As you cast it from your razor
Or your plethora of phrases
Come backs
Snarky remarks
And stainless steel
Like frost bitten angels we wail
And spit words like knives
If insults could sever arteries
We'd be less
Left
For dead
So we cut
With shaking hands and quivering jawlines
We cut with our moms good sewing scissors
And bitter cusses
And self defecating tunes
To save our souls from being cut by someone else
We are our own
Worst enemy
Jun 25, 2015
Jun 25, 2015 at 10:23 PM UTC
Wind up that music box
Listen to it ****** away*
Pass me a mink blanket
And all night I will stay
Play with my hair
What little I have of it
You don't need to do much
Just hold me, come, sit
Pass me a pen and paper
You know the deal
Listen to the music box
It teaches me to feel
Kiss my forehead soft
And stroke my arm slow
For these are the comforters
That help me when I'm low
Jun 22, 2015
Jun 22, 2015 at 3:46 AM UTC
When you are sitting with
beautiful people, and
you still feel sad,
does that say a thing about you?
Well, if you're asking me,
I don't want to be nervous anymore.
Maybe I can't tell my friends
that I'm happy because
last week I found myself covered in mud
and still didn't feel as *****
as the days I found myself
still trying to wash
your fingerprints off.
Jun 21, 2015
Jun 21, 2015 at 3:43 AM UTC
It's been a while since I have written
I get so wrapped up in everyone elses words
But it takes one to realize
The truth in all that is said and heard
Some people need to learn to be respectful
To the members of our group
Because what ever it is stuck in some ******* ***
Can cause a load of ****
Jun 21, 2015
Jun 21, 2015 at 3:04 AM UTC
I invited the kids from school
To join me for a treat
I hung them from the basement ceiling
And cut off all their feet
I cooked the rest into a broth
And laughed at their defeat
I just wanted to be like everyone else
They say you are what you eat
Jun 21, 2015
Jun 21, 2015 at 2:49 AM UTC
You could convince me to **** myself
You don't care because it'll silence the voices
You can bring me to tears at pulse of a heartbeat
Like right now
You will force me to smile in the most grim situations
You tell me it's all gonna be okay
Then go and say I am a horrible creature
You are my best friend and my worst enemy
I hate you almost as much as I need you
You do this to yourself
You do this to me
You are my own brain
The conductor of emotions and controller of my every move
Jun 21, 2015
Jun 21, 2015 at 2:49 AM UTC
Just thought you should know that you are ******* talented
And awesome
And everyone who disagrees can go stick a piece of toast up their ***
Stay amazing
You're great
:)
Jun 18, 2015
Jun 18, 2015 at 5:11 AM UTC