*For far too long, had I seen myself with their eyes
A meagre splash of color on a canvas so wide
A withered flower, though wrong it did seem
Conflicts there were though, with the inner me
Cocooned was I, in self loathing now & then*
**But then I broke free, pushing away from them
And now I see it, how wonderful He made me
I wish I hadn't whined away, in pointless self pity
Now don't you do it, the way I did it wrong
Blackout the world hon, you're a-okay to go !**
Jan 11, 2016
Jan 11, 2016 at 7:06 PM UTC
Thoughtless future commitments aiming only to make the present better.
Jul 23, 2015
Jul 23, 2015 at 5:46 AM UTC
Fetching Your old loving self, won't be that difficult for me.
But I am very uninterested in a person who changes that fast.
Jul 18, 2015
Jul 18, 2015 at 8:51 AM UTC
***Eyeballs banging hard on the lids
Yet lashes entwine to keep them in
Frightened I am, for what they might see
My last breath, walking away with thee.***
Jul 17, 2015
Jul 17, 2015 at 10:39 PM UTC
***I swear ! I had it right there !
Inside this Carcass O' Despair
Then when you came out of the blue
Maybe I lost it when I saw You ?***
Jul 16, 2015
Jul 16, 2015 at 7:40 PM UTC
***Smeared like lipstick, over your heart
I see that one, bloodless scar
Spells my name, so drop the guise
You can't hide it under thy flesh of lies.***
Jul 9, 2015
Jul 9, 2015 at 10:32 PM UTC
***Tired, exhausted off this life
I tune out the world, that sickly clamor
Heavy lids, burdened brows
You are my only refuge.
Let me sleep in Your arms, Unabashed, Undisturbed.
Sing me your voice with the rhythm of Your heart.
Cradle me to the Song of Our Love.
Make me a perfect pillow of Your chest
Encase me in your loving arms.
Let me sleep like a newborn, in my safe haven.
Let me sleep in my only world, My Sweet Heaven.***
Jul 7, 2015
Jul 7, 2015 at 3:30 AM UTC
Oh these sweet subtle bullets
Pouring down from the sooty skies
Hitting me with every beautiful memory
Memories stashed deep inside. resurfaced.
Tearing the old gashes sewn shut
*Our Passion like the thunder
Your velvety breath like this breeze..
Every touch like these drops, making me fragile
More than ever...
Our union, as pure as this newly washed earth..*
But it was, it isn't anymore...
N I am being cut, torn apart from the pain.
Ripped and broken...
And then the calm returns
The rains go away, leaving me undone
Blood drained, limp and weak.
Scars, old and new.
Lost, without You.
Jul 5, 2015
Jul 5, 2015 at 12:06 PM UTC
Lost on those lonely streets
You cried for me.
You kept calling my name
With all Your love...
You were tired, I know
But You gave up a bit too soon.
Wish You had waited a little more
Baby, I was just around the corner.
Jul 4, 2015
Jul 4, 2015 at 6:11 AM UTC