Did I fall in love with a wrong girl?
Cause it just hurt me every time
I love her but sometimes it's hard
I feel like I am forced to love her
Did she intentionally do things to hurt me
I don't know the answer, I tried
Am asking myself, Am tired of asking
My heart is weak, my mind is numb
I feel like a piece of paper, that has been flying
I don't know where i will land or get destroyed
I feel like I don't even cared about myself
I'm lost , I'm lost , I'm lost
I 'm wishing someone to find me and save me
Jul 11, 2025
Jul 11, 2025 at 9:40 AM UTC
I can't tell where I am going
But I hope that I will be
With the one who created me
Where my life becomes immortal
That's all I had to sayo
Where well meet someday
In your pray, please remember me
Thinking of all my good deeds
For my afterlife, I really needs
Don't forget to visit sometime
Where my body lay
To be with him, that's the only way
All my problem had been cleanse
All my worries had been wipe
Don't let the feeling of me going, hold you tied
I have reach my destiny
No need for me to be sad
For I have arrived at my finish path
Sep 24, 2024
Sep 24, 2024 at 12:38 PM UTC
I always get this feeling
Feeling of boring
Laziness is with me
Tiredness is beside me
Overthinking make me weak
Avoiding it make me crazy
I am running and hiding
Trying hard to beat me
Am stuck in this place
Where every route leads to nothing
Waiting for someone
Anyone to save me
I am drowning but i can breathe
How long I'll last am still surviving
My vision is getting dimmer
I can't see what is around me
I do things while am blinded
Remove it, i scream out loud
Deep inside am scared of it
Attempt i made to take it out
But all my power is wasted
Wasted as i become fatigue in time
You can do it, a voice from inside
Motivate me but am not that strong
This feeling has hold me for too long
Oct 12, 2020
Oct 12, 2020 at 4:30 AM UTC
The sky look beautiful at night
Countless twinkle star make it bright
The moon fills itself with light
Which Caught my sight
Then I see her while I look down
My heart never felt like this until now
All I see in her, I knew she was the one
I'll do anything just to make her mine
Her beautiful face, melt my heart
Her pure eyes, make me feel glad
Her red cheeks, remove my pain
Her perfect smile is like the rain
I know that I had found my destiny
Even though it was still a long journey
I will give all my best to get her by my side
Even if it’s hard, at least I know I had tried
But things don’t happen as I imagine
What I do is not enough and fine
Trying to get her what she wants
Sacrificing myself even if I get burns
Forgetting her was the hardest thing
All these years, I thought I am dying
But one thing that is alive in me
Hope for the future help me see
Suffering and sadness guide me in my life
Willingness to go through it keep me safe
Trying to overlook make me strong
I know that to erase her would take so long
Feb 18, 2020
Feb 18, 2020 at 5:40 AM UTC
Light on the Earth
Shining in the dark
Touch my skin
Make me heal
Loneliness I feel
Blindness has grip on me
Suffering I see
It can never leave me
Snowfall in the mountains
I can’t touch it
Invisible I had become
Fear is all I know
Trying hard to ruin me
Love is hard
Believing it make me
Ignore of reality
Figured what is best
For me
Jan 26, 2020
Jan 26, 2020 at 10:43 AM UTC
The most beautiful girl that i had seen
She is also my beauty Queen
Her attractive eyes and sweet smile
That i had never seen in a while
She had a unique innocent look
That no girl can’t ever took
Her pretty shape and lean body
Make her to be a perfect lady
Her soft lips and shinny hair
Make her face pure and fair
She is like an angel in my life
Whenever i see her pics i feel nice
Her curve belly and straight legs
Make me down my knees
Her smooth hand and sharp finger
With her voice, she is a magical singer
Anything she wears, she looks gorgeous
Every time i stare at her, make me jealous
I just wish she had exist in my world
Cause to me she is worth than gold
No make-up but she still look beautiful
For this, having seen her i feel grateful
She is the girl that my heart beat
Hoping that someday we’ll meet
Mar 24, 2018
Mar 24, 2018 at 9:27 AM UTC
She came into my dream
All i ever wanted is to scream
I don't know what i did to her
To leave me like this forever
I can see my future with her
Seeing it, feel like am in heaven
When i told my feelings to her
All i can see that it was broken
Now all i just want is to forget
Meeting her, i feel regret
The solution that i make
It is just a piece of cake
Mar 10, 2018
Mar 10, 2018 at 4:32 AM UTC
Just the glimpse of your face
You have given me many grace
I really want the rest of my life
To spend with you, i feel safe
You are so special in my world
That in you where my hand want to hold
I wish we could be together
Cause I want to be with you forever
The beauty that i seen in your eyes
Makes me feel that am been bless
Moreover, It is just like a miracle
I feel that it had heal my muscle
Actually, most of the time i spend
Thinking that with you my life end
I also want to make that a reality
But why i can't make it ,my sweety
I just Wish i could say it My Love
Seeing you all my problem are solve
You keep me going and never give up
Life what it is, i see you i get thump up
I don't know how to explain
I hope that you won't complain
The thing that i write are real and true
Cause to tell you i feel this is like a clue
Mar 10, 2018
Mar 10, 2018 at 4:20 AM UTC