He cried like rain
And screamed like thunder
And I
I was a quiet river deafened by his storms
Dec 27, 2018
Dec 27, 2018 at 6:39 AM UTC
I remember the evening
that we sat clinging
to paper cups
of coffee gone cold
over secrets spilled and memories told
two bodies cursed
with hearts grown old
behind your eyes
I found new worlds
A winding road stretched out for miles
to a small cafe at the end of the isle
Sweet pastries filled the mouths
of those who sat beside us
and stayed for a while.
How the hours went by,
people just passing through
The descending sun ending
a forever with you.
Dec 25, 2018
Dec 25, 2018 at 10:21 AM UTC
I let different boys touch me
Because I wanted to know
Even for a second
What it felt like to be loved
Even if the love was cheap
And it tasted like ***
Like the punchline to a joke
I never got because it was me
I let different boys have different parts of me
Parts they didn't deserve
But I offered up willingly because I couldn't give anything else
after you broke me
I was looking for different fingers
to place different pieces and hoping the outcome
would be a masterpiece
Maybe one of them would find a way
to cover up the handprints you left all over me
I let different boys touch me because I had to prove to myself
you wouldn't be the only one
that these scars marking my body wouldn't define
my worth to be loved
I am not entirely sure
you aren't the only one who could ever touch me without slightly flinching
I let different boys touch me because that is all I have been taught
To be a joke
To be silent
To be ready to give until you have nothing left
- they keep leaving me and I am to scared to offer up anything more than my body to get them to stay
Nov 19, 2018
Nov 19, 2018 at 2:21 PM UTC
Like a deadly meteorite fleeing from home
and heading towards the earth,
this caravan, filled with woes and wants
are headed towards us
while you pride in your thousands of square
meter wall and ten thousand king kongs.
With parched throats and charred skin,
gory memories of war and violence
in their heads, behind them;
They have made it through the desert,
through the fire and fury of the sun.
They are on their way to a paradise
That’s lost her glory and grace.
They are the itinerant ants
finding their way across the Mediterranean.
Another troop of victims from
where life is hard and hopes are dimmed
by human flaws, follies and greed.
Life is fleeting, so is the chip
on your shoulders, and the power you wield.
how long would you watch life spill
from ordinary people
when you have the world in your pocket?
Life is a mirror,
and shattered are their dreams, their hopes.
how much more damage
your actions, your inaction shall cost us
while those lives and dreams
are trapped in the backlash of your follies?
Truth is a bitter pill.
And I know it chokes you
as it smashes your glass chin ego.
Nov 18, 2018
Nov 18, 2018 at 11:36 AM UTC
your name is
forbidden in
my mouth
or in my heart
because when
i think about
you;
i'll cry a little more,
hurt a little stronger
love a little softer
because you no longer
make me feel sober
i'm drunk on the
memory of you
Nov 9, 2018
Nov 9, 2018 at 5:33 AM UTC
As we sit down to our dinners,
as we open our romance books,
people die.
We sip our water;
their guts spill open.
We study our notes;
their planes crash.
We live;
they die.
We breathe;
they suffocate.
We are testaments to chance,
to luck, to possibility.
We are not products of God.
We are blind goats trotting on our path
before we perish, suddenly,
and vanish into death.
Nov 9, 2018
Nov 9, 2018 at 5:22 AM UTC
Why do you fill my dreams
As soon as I feel the soft hands of sleep
On my wary eyelids?
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Nov 9, 2018
Nov 9, 2018 at 4:44 AM UTC
Manner of ingress yet inexplicable!
They chew interminably, greedily.
They nibble at anything-
Pieces of furniture, carpet, metal.
Even my jungle boots.
They lick voraciously, noisily.
They mop clean spoons, plates
Pots of soup then disappear with the meat.
Even my tooth brush!
Creepy crawly prowlers!
My mini library of late ,
Now their relished adventure;
My literature, a potpourri
Of **** saliva, and stale spill.
Perhaps they too read.
From a safe crevice of my privacy,
They peer at me, at my helplessness
At my restlessness, mocking my anguish.
Smelly jumpy nocturnal mice!
Nov 9, 2018
Nov 9, 2018 at 4:37 AM UTC
Boy,
I don't mean to sound like a *****
But take your arm off my shoulders.
This body is mine.
Don't slide your hand up my leg
Like your fingers are lost and looking for a home.
Don't assume that I want to touch you
This body is mine.
This body,
She has climbed mountains
And swam in the ocean,
Walked through forests and crowds and battles
Like you will never know.
If I am hesitant to be with you,
Know that it is not your right
To be offended.
I am striving to reach
Peace
With this vessel I call home,
I will put her first.
I'm not sorry to tell you:
This body is mine.
Nov 4, 2018
Nov 4, 2018 at 11:43 PM UTC