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Aurora123
Aurora123
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When you lose someone close, it's not easy... especially someone young who hasn't even lived life yet.. Losing them and being able to see them can be managed yes it pains but.. You'd still see their smiles even if you're not the cause of it, You'd still talk to them even if it's not for long You'd still be able to have little heartfelt moments and silly little chats.. But losing them to death.. No more smiles except the pictures that your tears fall on No more conversations except the ones you re-read over and over again wishing you'd get a response now Or the ones you replay in your head Wishing you said more...or less That pains more than any physical wound Death is inevitable, It's understandable Each day someone dies and another is born it's balance, right? It's life, right? ..But what about the parent who's heart aches for their child that they moulded and brought into this world, the child they watched take his or her first steps, say his first word, taught to ride a bike? What about the siblings that long for the little taunts yet precious moments of laughter and mischievousness? What about the families that miss the kid that they raised, that grew up in front of them? The same kid they disciplined like parents and spoiled like their own.. What about the friends?  The genuine ones of course, the one who they'd fall out with but could still call them anyday, the ones who'd share the things you love with, your passion for certain hobbies with... What about him? He lost her... The one he loved without condition The one he loved with all his heart, loved all her insecurities, loved her in every bit of crazy that she was... what about him? He loved her in all the anger, the possessiveness, he loved her so much that he was afraid of losing her,  he loved her despite the tears, despite her wanting to change him, he loved her ... but the universe didn't want them together He lost his love.. What about the her? The girl who loved him through some of the darkest years of his life, loved him through his anger, his frustration... his anger? Loved him despite the disagreements, the constant quarreling... because she knew he loved her deep down too What about her? She loved him even though she fought back at him, in all the tension she loved him, despite the tears, they loved eachother... but the universe said they didn't belong... What about her? She lost her first love... Death.. You took my special one from me, it's not fair.. The pain breaks me in ways that I can't even be at ease..  It hurts like hell and tortures my mind, accepting this is freaking hard.. it's hard.. I'm still begging God "let this be a really horrible dream please " Could have let me say goodbye atleast My dearest angel, I miss you so much and I hope you're resting in peace. -ARW
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Sep 10, 2018
Sep 10, 2018 at 10:32 AM UTC
Aurora123
Death aches..
When you lose someone close, it's not easy... especially someone young who hasn't even lived life yet.. Losing them and being able to see them can be managed yes it pains but.. You'd still see their smiles even if you're not the cause of it, You'd still talk to them even if it's not for long You'd still be able to have little heartfelt moments and silly little chats.. But losing them to death.. No more smiles except the pictures that your tears fall on No more conversations except the ones you re-read over and over again wishing you'd get a response now Or the ones you replay in your head Wishing you said more...or less That pains more than any physical wound Death is inevitable, It's understandable Each day someone dies and another is born it's balance, right? It's life, right? ..But what about the parent who's heart aches for their child that they moulded and brought into this world, the child they watched take his or her first steps, say his first word, taught to ride a bike? What about the siblings that long for the little taunts yet precious moments of laughter and mischievousness? What about the families that miss the kid that they raised, that grew up in front of them? The same kid they disciplined like parents and spoiled like their own.. What about the friends?  The genuine ones of course, the one who they'd fall out with but could still call them anyday, the ones who'd share the things you love with, your passion for certain hobbies with... What about him? He lost her... The one he loved without condition The one he loved with all his heart, loved all her insecurities, loved her in every bit of crazy that she was... what about him? He loved her in all the anger, the possessiveness, he loved her so much that he was afraid of losing her,  he loved her despite the tears, despite her wanting to change him, he loved her ... but the universe didn't want them together He lost his love.. What about the her? The girl who loved him through some of the darkest years of his life, loved him through his anger, his frustration... his anger? Loved him despite the disagreements, the constant quarreling... because she knew he loved her deep down too What about her? She loved him even though she fought back at him, in all the tension she loved him, despite the tears, they loved eachother... but the universe said they didn't belong... What about her? She lost her first love... Death.. You took my special one from me, it's not fair.. The pain breaks me in ways that I can't even be at ease..  It hurts like hell and tortures my mind, accepting this is freaking hard.. it's hard.. I'm still begging God "let this be a really horrible dream please " Could have let me say goodbye atleast My dearest angel, I miss you so much and I hope you're resting in peace. -ARW
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