Overwhelmed by feelings,
A furnace in my chest
Creates shaky hands
And blurred vision
I'm not good with words
My heart screams loudly
But I'm not one to show
I don't know if I'll ever find
How to put it into words
For now I'll wave goodbye
With a shaky smile
And teary eyes
Even though I'm left dazed
i hope you feel
The warmth of my heart
When I hug you
This candid afternoon
Dec 2, 2021
Dec 2, 2021 at 6:33 PM UTC
On the seventh day
I hear
Thunderous silence
Of everything wrong
God decided to rest
And so he created
A barren, quiet day
Made for me to ponder
With silent birds
And noisy trees
I wish he didn't rest
Because now I can't
Sunday breakfast
I wish coffee was enough.
Nov 28, 2021
Nov 28, 2021 at 11:20 AM UTC
Sometimes I wake up
And my head screams
Loudly
Everything that is so wrong
Sometimes I wake up
And I sit
In deafening silence
Wishing I didn't
Sometimes I wake up
And wonder
How can I fail
So often
Without anyone noticing
Nov 28, 2021
Nov 28, 2021 at 9:29 AM UTC
Overwhelmed by feelings
I lack of meaning
by debt of mind
I'm left bleedin'
Saw only to be left blind
Found to be forsaken
Nothing will be akin
Too numb to be bitterish
'Twas brave to be foolish
I failed to fail
And in the end
I Left you to no avail
Do you even follow?
Why do i wallow
Too full to be hollow
Dead and high
Nothing else will make me cry
Feb 10, 2019
Feb 10, 2019 at 11:42 PM UTC
The wind's pulling us apart
My words seem to let you down
I don't pretend to replace your art
But your voice's dragging me around
It would be so cool if you showed sometime
That you care and don't want me to drown
Are we stronger than this?
despite my flaws and the vices i'm into
you find the way to love me too
Still, my hearth aches when you push me back
But I get it, "take it slow"
I beg you darling, lets be clear with our thoughts
I can only act upon myself, you know?
So i'll give things time and hope it shows
We're stronger than this, let's take it slow.
Dec 8, 2018
Dec 8, 2018 at 9:22 AM UTC
I'm not very pretty
I'm not very smart
I make the wrong choices
I follow my heart
I may be selfish
I may be blind
But i'll swallow my pride
And swear not to lie
I talk too loudly
And brag all the time
with a big smile
I'll set up a rhyme
To hide my true feelings
To cover my heart
But when you're around
My words fall apart
I'm not very pretty
I'm not very smart
But if you stay around
I'll give you my heart
Dec 4, 2017
Dec 4, 2017 at 2:07 PM UTC
You were standing at the top of that building
You were holding that knife against your wrist
You were sitting in a corner of your room
You were going to talk to her
What holds you back, pitiful brat?
"I'm scared, I'm scared! I'm not prepared!"
What holds you back, where's your faith at?
"I'm scared, I'm scared! I do not dare!"
You hopelessly started crying
You really wanted to talk to her
You pushed harder against your wrist
You walked further through the edge
What holds you back, pitiful brat?
"I'm scared, I'm scared! I'm not prepared!"
What holds you back, where's your faith at?
"I'm scared, I'm scared! I do not dare!"
You didn't talk to her
But you writed your last note
But your wrist started to bleed
But you jumped off the edge
Ha... Weren't you scared? I thought you didn't dare
Nov 21, 2017
Nov 21, 2017 at 9:32 PM UTC
anything I ignore
everything I fear
myself I became
such a mess this place
that I can't get to
forget about you
never liked my intentions
were always good
friends I wanted to make
the right choice today
this dreadful story ends
my life is worthless anyways
I don't know
everything I ignore
Nov 21, 2017
Nov 21, 2017 at 8:40 PM UTC
It happened long ago, in the sidewalk of the street
The street, the main city’s main street! A boulevard, Sweet Saint Pete
A pile of unherting junk started to sink, a hole started to grow
Ignored, underestimated, there were bigger threats after all.
A hole people walk on
Fed by every step
When does a hole turn into a pit?
A pit, dreadful, pitiful pit
One that doesn’t stop growing
Deep enough, people can’t get out
Deep enough, a violent fall
Deep enough, an utter death
Deep Enough, Murphy’s Law
A society’s flaw
Nov 18, 2017
Nov 18, 2017 at 9:20 AM UTC