The years pass quick
I forget who I was until I remember I wrote it down
I was a man
I am no longer
I was single
I am no longer
I was unhappy
I am no longer
I wasn’t me
I am no longer
I look through photos and barely recognize the face
Because I am no longer the one I once was
Jun 19, 2024
Jun 19, 2024 at 11:06 AM UTC
What do you do when you confess your soul
When you tell them that for five years
When you see them your mind goes blank
Save the thoughts of holding them
Your eyes focus on their lips as they speak
Wondering what they would be like on yours
For five years you wanted them -warts and all
And they just want to be friends
May 6, 2022
May 6, 2022 at 4:15 AM UTC
It’s been a while
How have you been?
Has it really been 5 months since I’ve picked up my pen?
So much has happened in so little time
But the world stands still as I sit here in pain
We live we laugh and all I want is the love
But that’s all I used to write
My life
My laugh
My loves
Now I sit here wondering who the **** I was
Is it too late to go back, and put down the pen I used
Can I go back and stop myself from telling what I’ve been through?
Apr 23, 2022
Apr 23, 2022 at 3:02 PM UTC
I wasn’t looking until I met you
Looked in your eyes and I was blinded
You fell in love with someone else
You broke it off you joined my group
You joke you cuddle you flirt
You scroll through tinder as you sit on my lap
My heart thumps when you’re near
When I run my hands through your hair
Tell you how great you look when you change your shirt
I want nothing more than to scream
No matter how much I tell myself
“It’s just a crush, you’ll be over it soon”
No matter how many times you joke that
“It’s too bad you aren’t my type”
No matter how many times I see your ex
I want to scream that I love you
I want to hold your head and kiss you
I want to have my love scene
I want to hold you and know
You are mine
And I’m yours
But I’m not your type
So this is all we’ll ever be
Nov 22, 2021
Nov 22, 2021 at 5:23 AM UTC
I hate growing apart from those you held dear
Watching them fade from real to figures on a screen barely recognizable
You shared your secrets, helped each other through your dark and twisted moments
But none of that matters as their face becomes one you no longer know
Soon all you can do is let them go
Jul 8, 2021
Jul 8, 2021 at 4:35 AM UTC
The ink of my pen is filled and colored
From the well of my soul
Every stroke for every letter
My soul diminishes
Until nothing but light remains
Jun 10, 2021
Jun 10, 2021 at 3:16 AM UTC
I don’t write to make you feel pain
I write with hope you may better understand my soul
May 12, 2021
May 12, 2021 at 2:49 AM UTC
Don’t waste any time with friends
Before you know it, they’ll be gone
And you’ll wish you had more time
Mar 26, 2021
Mar 26, 2021 at 1:41 AM UTC
I need something
It’s on the tip of my tongue
But the words can’t form
So I guess I’ll live without
Mar 20, 2021
Mar 20, 2021 at 4:03 AM UTC
I need someone to hold me in their arms
Until the tears flow down my cheeks
And as I weep they brush my hair
And whisper
“It’s gonna be okay”
Mar 19, 2021
Mar 19, 2021 at 4:38 AM UTC