Portrayals of suffering -
Mine and everyone else’s -
What are your cravings for?
May you matter
Existing in this endless instant.
Voicings of my pain,
Do you matter if you save a life?
For a life is but a number.
Representations of my fears -
First aid or pitiful joke?
Sublime art or appalling misery?
Beauty or madness?
Tokens of life or death?
Pointful or pointless?
Does it even matter if it matters?
God doesn't either,
dead or alive,
in dreams or in nightmares,
Unless He makes you laugh.
Jan 16, 2022
Jan 16, 2022 at 8:12 AM UTC
Pain, pain, go away,
Wish you hadn't come today
But I'll miss you tomorrow,
Drown alone in sorrow.
Loved the good and loved bad
Now non' to do and I feel sad.
Pain, pain, don't leave me,
At least in my sleep I have thee.
Oct 11, 2021
Oct 11, 2021 at 5:01 PM UTC
In my desperate attempt to gain it,
I have lost everything.
It took me so much time to realize
That the future in my head is an illusion.
It took me so much pain and dread to now,
Let them all consume me.
The past and future do not matter,
Nothing does as you would think.
You suffer so much for what does not exist.
Abandonment is your salvation here,
When you have been hoping, always,
Only for a minute dream.
Sep 15, 2021
Sep 15, 2021 at 8:38 AM UTC
Today is pain
If today comes after yesterday.
Today is imperfection
If today comes before tomorrow.
What illusion of time are you stuck in?
Aug 23, 2021
Aug 23, 2021 at 7:21 AM UTC
It makes me feel alive
When I want to die,
And reminds me why
I haven't done it yet.
Hold on to your reason
For, when your life gets ruined
And nothing remains,
It is all you have.
Aug 13, 2021
Aug 13, 2021 at 8:15 AM UTC
You are creating an identity
But is that you?
You are making a fool of yourself
By dying too.
You don't know who you are
Because you think that you are someone,
Hence your life will exist
Until it will not anymore.
In this, what sense and meaning
Do you understand?
Tell me. I would love to know.
Since I learned there is none
Long time ago.
Where do you exist?
Is it in your mind?
Because then you are
Nothing but a concept.
Where do you exist?
Is it in your body?
Because then you are
Nothing but some sand.
Where do you exist?
Is it in your soul?
Because then you are
Nothing but a belief.
Aug 10, 2021
Aug 10, 2021 at 12:07 PM UTC
We were born alone
And we will die alone.
But as long as we're here
We can be together.
Jul 27, 2021
Jul 27, 2021 at 3:13 PM UTC
There are reasons to live
And there are reasons to die.
But what makes a difference is
What level you live on
And on what level you die.
Jul 26, 2021
Jul 26, 2021 at 3:11 PM UTC
I do not need much in this world
Because the world has already given me everything.
Jul 15, 2021
Jul 15, 2021 at 11:14 AM UTC
What do you feel when I hold your hands and look deeply into your eyes?
Is that love?
What do you feel when I kiss your lips and gently wrap my tongue around yours?
Is that love?
What do you feel when you let go of your fears in the heat of the night?
Is that love?
Jul 9, 2021
Jul 9, 2021 at 7:05 AM UTC