I feel so lost
In this darkness around me
The shadows swallowing me
Like I belong in it
I don't know if it's normal
I don't know if I should panic
I don't know what it means
I don't know what to feel
The moon no where to be seen
The stars no more twinkling
The cool breeze just whispering
The darkness kissing every part of me
Shall I endure the songs it sings?
Shall I cherish the the smile it brings?
Shall I claim the crown it gives?
Or Shall I close my eyes amd dream in it?
I don't know how but
The nights bring something brighter in me
So would you like to join this world of mine
When I extend my hand to take a leap?
Apr 13, 2021
Apr 13, 2021 at 7:37 PM UTC
I met him yesterday
Yesterday at the Cafe
Cooped up in the corner
Enchanted by the book
His eyes the darkest shade of brown
His curly hair shining against the sunlight
His face, a pure emotion of curiosity
His lips plumped in delight
He was reading a fantasy novel
The One I was reading too
There was a strange feeling in my heart
It was something utterly new
I gathered up the courage and approached him
He still mesmerized in the book
Didn't even acknowledge my presence
So I tapped on the table for him to look
There he was
Devastatingly cute
His eyes soft and kind
Surprised when his gaze fell on my book
We both felt that spark
Of awe and surprise
Like we both never expected
To Meet someone alike
We both exchanged various emotions
Without even uttering a word
It was then I realized
That he is the one
We talked for hours
Laughing and giggling
I have never felt this much ease
It was like a poet writing a poetry
Is was dusk
Sun finally binding it's farewell
Kissing the clouds in the shade of pink
Birds flying towards it like bounded by a spell
His face too covered by the pink
His face glowing and his eyes...
His soft eyes now like magic
It felt like fire caressing the ice
We both now silent
I mesmerized in his eyes
Our hands touching
My heartbeat, a roller-coaster ride
Then..
We kissed
His lips so soft
Felt like my heart skipped a beat
His touch was gentle
His kiss so tender
His hands stroking my hair
My sould just surrendered
My lips smiling like never before
Everyone else slowly disappeared
Like it was just me and him in this world
My lip gloss now smeared
The cold breeze brushed our cheeks
The darkness now settled around us
His hands still warn
My face showing a darkest shade of blush
Sadness suddenly filled my heart
I realized how late it was
I had to say goodbye
Even though my heart yelled not to
It all happend yesterday
But I wanted to meet him again
So there I was standing again in the Cafe
Him again in the corner smiling
My love story finally began
Apr 13, 2021
Apr 13, 2021 at 2:34 AM UTC
I have seen a lot of people
Who have faced problems
Which seem impossible to overcome
I have seen people smile
In those times
Even when I could see
That immense pain through their eyes
I have seen people struggle
Through that rain of misery all alone
Just because
They had no one to pick up the phone
I myself have been there
Where the peices
Wouldn't even fit a bit
Where I lost my faith
And even wanted to quit
Everyone goes through this stuff
Mine wasn't easy
But maybe
Yours was even more though
I learned something from it
And I wanna help you by sharing.
Crying is okay and so is fear
Getting past it isn't easy
But you have the potential
Even if u can't see it clear
You might have someone on your side
Or you might not
But in the end
You would definitely turn out to be strong
You might feel helpless
You might have lost your faith
But once you get through it
You would definitely feel great
You might feel like quitting
You might feel the rage
But you always have to remember
That this is just a phase
A phase
That is meant to have an end
A phase
That would tell you your real friend
A phase
That might change your life forever
But a phase
That will make you realise how strong you are
This might seem
Unrealistic right now
But trust me, after reaching the end
You could finally relax those brows
Apr 12, 2021
Apr 12, 2021 at 4:09 PM UTC
My eyes narrate a story
My tongue failed to
My eyes were swollen
But my lips smiled at you
Your voice became a nightmare
Your presence, a fear
You gave me a hope
That felt surreal
You understood my silence
Like no one ever did
You made me believe that
You were everything I need
All your tantrums that I had to bear
And all the pain you put me through
In the end I had nowhere else to go
And you knew I would come back to you
But one day I realised
You were fake too
Turned out to be a snake
That you claimed you never would
But now I won't cry anymore
And won't beg you to be with me
'Cause now I have realised that
I can too make myself happy
Apr 12, 2021
Apr 12, 2021 at 3:01 PM UTC
Wondering around in the dark
Seeking an escape through the stars
Licking the wounds and the scars
Barefoot in the tall green grass
Luminous moon up in the sky
Guiding me through lows and highs
Gives me light in the tears of cry
Helping me go through the night
Bruises and scratches all over me
While waking through the thorny fields
Its the pain the one must feel
To stand up high on their feet
Pardon me for the time I take
Learning from my own mistakes
Loving the scars with the pain
Turning around a losing game
This might me a risky ride
But the light is on the other side
With all the struggles and sorrows of night
Led me to the ray of light
Grateful to the moon and stars
Gave me strength in the dark
Helped me made a clear path
Gave my life a needed spark
Apr 12, 2021
Apr 12, 2021 at 1:02 PM UTC