Hoy el cielo estaba carmesí
Y mas seguro que nunca se
Que te regalo todos los atardeceres
Que en mi vida vayan a ver mis ojos
Mar 14, 2022
Mar 14, 2022 at 7:49 PM UTC
As the nights go by, they get harder
All day long I can laugh the hardest
I can enjoy the strongest
I can live the fullest
I am thankful the most
But that doesn’t stop the nights from being dark, and dark, and dark
Darker as every day goes by
Darker than the one before, and for sure not darkest than the one to come
And the thing is that I try my hardest to see the light
And to believe that every day is brighter than the last one
And that we are closer to the morning than to the twilight
Because how would we keep going if we all thought we were heading into the abyss
An abyss so deep and ruthless that keeps everyone away when we need each other the most
An abyss where we are all together, but apart
Where the beast that lurks is invisible and takes us out one by one
And there is not much we can do to stop it
But wait, and believe that every day is brighter than the last one.
Apr 20, 2020
Apr 20, 2020 at 12:28 AM UTC
Cleanse the day that I was left alone from my memory
Cleanse the time I discovered heartbreak from my soul
Cleanse the persons that made me doubt myself from my life
Cleanse the insecurities that flood life from my path
Cleanse the room that almost saw the end of me
Cleanse the rooftop where I immortalized a story that had ended
Cleanse the insults that i've heard from my ears
Cleanse the offenses that i've witnessed from my eyes
Cleanse the marks that foreign hands left on my skin
Cleanse, Cleanse, Cleanse
Purify my soul
Make me better
So one day
I can cleanse you to
Sep 20, 2019
Sep 20, 2019 at 1:29 AM UTC
I realized that I feel a high from many things
I feel a high when I get home from a long day at work
I feel a high when I get to sleep for an extra 30 minutes
I feel a high from a warm shower to ease any stress
I feel a high from the hug of a loved one
I feel a high from the caress of my parents
I feel a high when the chords I build up in my guitar make sense
I feel a high when I hear a song I love
I feel a high from the slow and gentle flow of words into a piece of paper
I feel a high from looking at the stars
Looking at the sea
Looking at the sky
I feel a high from a cup of coffee
I feel a high when laughing with my friends
I feel a high when I let my creativity flow
I feel a high when I figure something out
I feel a high from working for people in need
I feel a high from giving my time for nothing in exchange
I feel a high from the prayers of thankful children
I feel a high from helping to make the world a better place to be
I realized something else too…
I don’t need the touch of your hands to feel a high.
Jul 12, 2019
Jul 12, 2019 at 10:17 PM UTC
When we have questions and we need to answer them, we look for a library
Inside the library we know that we'll find books that will have the solution to our problem
So, we recur to them as a source of knowledge to solve our doubt and move on
But what happens when your answer is not written on any book, but instead on a person?
Persons then, act as books
Sometimes you know which person can answer your doubt
You look for them
You ask, either by talking to them or through the touch of their skin
And then your question is solved
And you move on
Today I had a question
And I found the answer in the skin of a person
Now that I don’t have my doubt anymore
I move on.
Jul 9, 2019
Jul 9, 2019 at 11:58 PM UTC
I’m sorry darling, but it doesn’t work that way,
You don’t get to say you miss me,
You don’t get to remember those good times,
After all, it was you who walked away.
I’m sorry darling, but it doesn’t work that way,
You don’t get to text me that you need me,
That you love me,
When you gave me your back in a moment where I needed you,
When you ignored my affection, the fact that I cared for you,
When you ignored the days I would carry your emotions upon my shoulder,
Just to make you smile, make everything better.
I’m sorry darling, but it doesn’t work that way,
You don’t get to come looking for me, not today,
Not the day that your bed is cold again,
Not the day that other embracing arms leave,
Not the night that the solitude settles in again under your sheets,
Not the night that you realize how you closed your eyes to our dreams.
You don’t get to miss me,
Not tonight,
Because,
I’m sorry darling, but it doesn’t work that way.
Jun 23, 2019
Jun 23, 2019 at 11:24 PM UTC
Our time is now
And now is our time
To be, to live
To dream, to start anew
The world is out there
At our reach
So grab out
And live like you never have
Jun 12, 2019
Jun 12, 2019 at 7:04 PM UTC
April 17th
In the eternal cold, dark and void,
Where drifting clouds make up everything we know,
Where terrible storms are givers of life,
Where the strongest prevail over anything else,
There is a bright star.
A pulsar in the void
Shining bright, untamed, wild
In this chaos there is order
The order of that pulsar
Even though there’s hundreds of stars
Only few shine as bright
Not everyone can see this
Some people think all stars shine equally bright
Some misinterpret brightness
Some don’t want to see
But I do
I see the pulsar
Shining bright, untamed, wild
And I admit I’m lucky to see the stars
In the void and chaos
Sometimes I believe this happens because I’m a star too
I know that I can shine bright
Brighter than most of the clutter out there,
Or at least, I thought
From the tiny corner of the void I could see
I knew I was always the brightest
No one could challenge me
A king on a tiny hill
But that changed
My tiny corner of the void got a little bigger
And I saw something new
A pulsar in the void
Shines bright, strong
Few things look this bright
And it terrifies me
It terrifies me because now I’m but a dormant star
I always knew how bright I could shine
But never tried to shine that bright
Today I see a pulsar in the void
And realize that I’m not the brightest one anymore
I need to shine brighter now
But I don’t know if it’s too late
I’m but a dormant star
Shadow of a former glory
A small brown dwarf
Staring at a pulsar in the void
And the idea of not being able to shine as bright
Terrifies me.
Apr 17, 2019
Apr 17, 2019 at 10:59 AM UTC
March 31st
What have you done,
Many times I have seen heartbreak, I have seen sadness,
I have come face to face with the greatest darkness
In my bones and in my skin I have felt what it is to lose it all
But I have never seen this.
This is beyond what you can imagine
And there is moments, trust me, where all I want to do is storm into your room and scream from the top of my lungs,
Scream to your face,
Scare that hopeless romantic from within you and show you what you've done
This damage might be beyond repair and that terrifies me,
I can’t even go to bed anymore because I’m scared that there will be no tomorrow
If something happens to her, it will be my demise
And I would make sure that,
Before i burn out,
It’s also yours
Please be strong, I don’t know what to tell you nor what to do
Just, please, please, please hold on
Don’t let go
Embrace me with all your strengths
Because I will never let you go
But now I know that it might be even too late for that
There is nothing I can do to help her now,
I have come face to face with the greatest darkness
And not even that prepared me for what I’m seeing now
She is not even there anymore
**** you for taking her smile away
**** you for taking her sleep away
**** you for taking that laugh
**** you for taking those dreams
**** you for taking the reasons
**** you for taking that light
And may god **** you if you take her
Please, my girl, don’t cry
I k̶n̶o̶w̶ hope t̶h̶a̶t̶ everything i̶s̶ ̶g̶o̶i̶n̶g̶ ̶t̶o̶ will be fine,
I don’t know when, or how
Just, please, my girl, don’t cry
Mar 31, 2019
Mar 31, 2019 at 9:10 PM UTC
March 31st
Pensé en ti por primera vez en semanas el día de hoy,
No me había dado cuenta que no habías estado en mi mente,
Creo que me estaba acostumbrando a tu ausencia,
Pero el día de hoy pensé en ti
Estaba desayunando, era una mañana mas
Y me encontré mirando a alguien que llamaba mi atención entre toda la gente ahí,
No era consciente del porque
Pero por alguna razón te miraba
Después me inundaron los recuerdos,
Y supe que de todas las caras en ese lugar eras la mas familiar
Por que eras tu
Y en ese momento pensé en ti
Y recordé lo que perdí
Te extrañé en ese momento
Deseé que por un instante dejáramos todo de lado
Y estuvieras ahí conmigo por un minuto
Lo éramos todo, no necesitábamos a nadie
Por que no teníamos a nadie
Éramos fuertes juntos
Por que nadie mas estaba ahí para nosotros
Rey y Reina,
Nadie podía tomar nuestra corona
Tocamos el cielo
Mientras nos intentaban arrastrar al infierno
Pero lo logramos
Eso fue hace un año,
Ahora todo ha cambiado
Duele el pensar en el pasado
Lo que fue
Lo que fuimos
Lo que importaste
Lo que ahora no es
Hoy,
Pensé en ti por primera vez en semanas,
No me había dado cuenta que no habías estado en mi mente,
Y solo se una cosa,
Aun dueles como desde ese primer día.
Mar 31, 2019
Mar 31, 2019 at 9:09 PM UTC