Basic knowledge of many things,
makes others think I'm a genius.
May 9, 2019
May 9, 2019 at 11:05 AM UTC
"You did this to me"
Those are the words that you sent.
Before your last breath.
Apr 29, 2019
Apr 29, 2019 at 11:18 AM UTC
You gave me such love,
but you treated me so wrong.
I must walk away.
Apr 26, 2019
Apr 26, 2019 at 12:40 PM UTC
If I could turn back time
I would hit Backspace all day,
Id put on Caps Lock
and SHOUT what I say.
I'd use the whole Alphabet
To tell you hello,
Press seven Numbers
Til you picked up the phone.
I'd Tab through the comments
I didn't want to hear,
And use the Arrow Keys
To drag your body near.
I would Delete the harsh words
I didn't mean to speak,
And Insert the "I love yous"
I before couldn't leak.
I would use Ctrl to
Keep reigns over my heart,
And I would Escape lies
That tore us apart.
I'd Print out your photo
And kiss it goodnight,
Use the Calculator
To check that we were right.
I'd Paint you a picture
of us, you and me,
Then I'd hit Enter
Just so you would see.
Those are the things
I would do in my strife,
If only Backspace
worked in real life.
Apr 23, 2019
Apr 23, 2019 at 12:17 PM UTC
Are you proud of me?
Did I satisfy your needs?
Or did I fail you?
Apr 22, 2019
Apr 22, 2019 at 12:02 PM UTC
I awaken to a feeling I have grown accustomed to.
The neverending search of something greater.
Shuffling from day to day,
hoping to find the spark that can ignite my life.
No longer living, only surviving.
Apr 22, 2019
Apr 22, 2019 at 11:39 AM UTC
I sit in the Silence.
The slow tick tick ticking of the clock on the wall.
Nothing is here, no one is here.
I have only the thoughts in my head to keep my company.
I would choose any other company over them.
Their words like poison.
The thoughts spread like wildfire.
My breathing quickens.
I begin to sweat.
I'm no longer thinking.
Only panicking.
I pull out my phone.
I send a text.
I answer a call.
"Hey handsome."
Suddenly I'm not alone in the Silence.
But this is not the reality.
No one is there to save my breaking mind.
Instead, I sit.
And panic, and think, and panic some more.
Only myself, my thoughts, and my demons
to keep me company in that cold Silence
Apr 9, 2019
Apr 9, 2019 at 10:30 AM UTC
We all have secrets we hold close.
Some that will never be spoken.
They control us and change us.
Always hoping the world will never know,
the secrets we hold close.
Apr 5, 2019
Apr 5, 2019 at 4:13 PM UTC
I never had a certain trauma.
I never overcame a severe drama.
I was never beat, ***** or suffered harm,
But I still have marks along my arm.
My trauma does not exist inside the world.
My problems are something I have earned.
They live inside my thoughtful mind.
When someone looks, they are hard to find.
But for me, they thrive in every second.
Always there, they never lessen.
I torment myself for no set reason.
My mind has gone and committed treason.
I don't control the thoughts in my head.
The thoughts that wish I was dead.
They push me into misery and pain,
All while others think I'm the same.
I don't show the world the problems I have.
No one will care.
I did not suffer.
I did not overcome.
I simply am broken.
With no one to love.
Apr 5, 2019
Apr 5, 2019 at 11:28 AM UTC
There is confusion
In my heart, it lays waiting
for one to teach me
Apr 2, 2019
Apr 2, 2019 at 10:25 AM UTC