Seeing someone you love die is the most beautiful awful ****** up thing you can ever experience. The chair you sit in is empty. When I find old books that make me think of you. Hell, when I drink ginger ale I think of you. You taught me to be brave and to embrace myself and that's something my father never did for me...but you did. The soul who gave me the best hugs ever and the most wisdom. And when it was time to go we said a special goodbye the one you told us when we would leave your home out into the world. Goodbye, Good Luck.
Jan 16, 2018
Jan 16, 2018 at 1:00 AM UTC
"Darling my boyfriend will **** me if I dyed my hair pink "
She laughs
Her eyes told me something different
God forbid she embarrass her partner
Her body was made into a possession
For someone that didn't deserve her beauty
Her smile
Her soul
" Do it for yourself. If it makes you happy, do it"
Become a bubble gum head!
She leaves the store empty-handed
If she only knew how beautiful she looked
As she grabbed that little bottle
Of bubble gum hair dye
To feel like something other than his
And yet she let him decide what was beautiful for her.......
Jan 16, 2018
Jan 16, 2018 at 12:26 AM UTC
I’m easy
I’m the body who couldn’t hold her self up unless it was on top of you.
I'm the toy you hide in your sock drawer so no one knows that you use me.
I’m the late-night phone calls
I’m the one you like to see naked
I’m hoping you won't show them to your friends
I’m doubtful you will ever see me again
I’m saying you used me and I didn’t care
I had nothing left…….
Jan 10, 2018
Jan 10, 2018 at 4:36 AM UTC
I scream into the cosmos
I wonder how a sky full of jewels could exist in a world so bent on Taking the sparkle out of my eyes
I cry out for reason
I find the subtle silence is all around me
It catches my attention
I stare into the cosmos
The stars tell me to live
Nov 29, 2017
Nov 29, 2017 at 2:01 PM UTC
I used to love this song
That is until we made out
Drunk on the floor
Now I can't listen
To that **** song anymore!
-Ann
Nov 19, 2017
Nov 19, 2017 at 2:22 AM UTC
I paint flowers on the windows in the dead of winter
To remind me of the spring
When we kissed in gardens
That we didn't grow
Now the snow fills the edges of the window
I Wish for you to come home
I paint the sunflower
The one you stole
When we kissed in gardens
We didn't grow
-Ann
Nov 19, 2017
Nov 19, 2017 at 2:11 AM UTC
I hugged the fire
My skin burns off its bones
The pain underneath
It is almost unbearable
I scramble to keep the fire alive
I am still burning
I ignore the pain
My self-destruction
As I give my heart to those who ask for it
The flames dance
I struggle to keep the spark we once had
You know the one that started this
wildfire
The fire starts to die
I sink to the earth
I blow the air from within my lungs
With the charcoaled remains of this heart
I tell myself I will keep its luminous glow alive
I scream for the fire to take all of me
...
It begs for more
-Ann
Nov 19, 2017
Nov 19, 2017 at 2:04 AM UTC
Darling, you are a wildflower
In a clay ***
forced to grow among the roses
-Ann
Nov 14, 2017
Nov 14, 2017 at 11:54 AM UTC