I used to dream of someone like you
To hold me tight and see me through
To love my eyes and love my smile
And when I'm scared stay with me a while
But now I've got you I don’t know what to do
It's amazing this feeling I have for you
When I look at you my heart melts to the floor
Everyday I love you more and more
When life gets me down your always there
A good heart like yours is very rare
You’re my world you’re my universe my star
I would never change a thing that you are
All my worries and problems disappear
When you hold me in your arms I have no fear
The only fear I have that’s true
Is living my life without someone like you
May 9, 2018
May 9, 2018 at 10:47 AM UTC
Embrace who you are
and you'll go far
don't live in fear
for then you won't
see the world clear
You think you aren't good enough
when loving yourself proves you're strong and tough
You critique your flaws
instead of being part of a bigger cause
We need to love ourselves
It's good to be different
not like everyone else
Embrace yourself
May 9, 2018
May 9, 2018 at 9:05 AM UTC
My heart beats,
My soul speaks,
You might be the one,
I'll give my love to keep,
Emotions showing,
My smile glowing,
You might the one,
It's my mind you're blowing,
When we're having fun,
My confusion comes undone,
No questions unknown,
Because you might be the one.
May 7, 2018
May 7, 2018 at 10:59 AM UTC
The angel lost her grace
As mascara ran down her face
She forgot love, remembered hate
She no longer had her faith
With tear stained cheeks
Through bloodshot eyes
She saw only pain and suffering
Love, she couldn't conquer
As the blue sky faded to black
Darkness filled her heart
Her wings vanished from her back
And her kindness fell apart
Even with all her might
Her dress still went black from white
She was sent to save
To help those who weren't brave
But as she looked around
At the marks she left...
Tear stained cheeks
And bloodshot eyes
May 4, 2018
May 4, 2018 at 10:19 AM UTC
Paxil to make you happy
**** to make you high
Nyquil to make you sleep
Energy shots to make you active
I'm told to feel a certain way
Suddenly heartbreak doesn't feel sad
And tears don't feel salty anymore
Love doesn't feel good at all
And pain is something I can't feel
A drug filled world is where I live
Prozac to make you glad
Mary Jane to make you rad
Atarax to make you tired
Dayquil to make you work
I'm fumbling in ecstasy
Living life sounds make believe
My reflection looks old and weary
An old soul has more zing than me
I can't get pleasure even from me
A drug filled world I where I live
Zoloft to make you smile
Mushrooms to make you fly
Tylenol to make you weak
Aleve to make you strong
I'm losing my mind
There is no strength even in my finger tips
My legs search for a firm grip
My heart seems to have stopped
And my mind can't control me anymore
A drug filled world is where I live
May 3, 2018
May 3, 2018 at 2:23 PM UTC
I come with no wrapping or pretty pink bows
I am who I am from my head to my toes
I tend to get loud when speaking my mind
Even a little crazy some of the time
I'm not a size 5 and don't care to be
You can be you and I can be me
I try to stay strong when pain knocks me down
And the times that I cry are when no one's around
To error is human or so that's what they say
Well tell me, who's perfect anyway
May 3, 2018
May 3, 2018 at 2:10 PM UTC
I never really knew you
you were just another friend
But when I got to know you
I let my heart unbend
I couldn't help past memories
That would only make me cry
I had to forget my first love
And give another try
So I've fallen in love with you
And I'll never let you go
I love you more than anyone
I just had to let you know
My feelings for you will never change
Just know my feelings are true
Just remember this one thing
I will always love you
May 3, 2018
May 3, 2018 at 1:59 PM UTC
I don't hate you
Because I still love you
I can't look at you
Because it hurts to
We don't talk
Because there is nothing left to say
You apologized
But I just walked away
I'm leaving you and the thought of you behind
Because I just need to clear my mind
I'm angered because you wasted my time
Hurt because I believed you were mine
But I just didn't see the signs
I guess that's why they say love is blind
Because you got my heart caught in binds
Look me in my eyes
And listen as my heart cries
Cries out in pain
This feeling makes me feel like I'm covered in flames
Until ashes are all that remain
Thought you were different
But you're all the same
Thought this was real
But it was all a game
I gave you my love
And you gave it away
That's why my heart is blue
And my skies are gray
Will I ever see the light of day?
Will this dark cloud ever go away?
Or will it follow me for my remaining days?
Grasp all my joy and strip it away?
No I am too bold.
Way too bold to be stuck in the cold
I am way too strong not to carry on
May 3, 2018
May 3, 2018 at 1:54 PM UTC
It controls her
She can't stop it
It's a constant battle
She can't drop it
It has become a habit
She can't quit
It's taking over her body
Bit by bit
The scars fade
But the memories don't
She wants them to leave
But they refuse.. They won't
It's an on going battle.
It's a fight she never wins
It's a constant struggle
It's a war that never ends
It's her sweet escape
It gets her lost in her own place
She gets to control the pain
As her adrenaline starts to race
She grabs it off the dresser
As a tear falls from her cheek
She presses even harder
Reminding herself not to shriek
No one understands
No one ever will
This habit now controls her
As the world around her stands still
But now the room is spinning
Her head is getting light
She falls back in her bed
Refusing to put up a fight
She takes one last breath as she turns out the lights
Then she closes her eyes as she calls it a night
May 3, 2018
May 3, 2018 at 10:53 AM UTC
Running, running
far away
Escaping dreams
of yesterday.
Faster, faster
there I go
Forgetting things
you'll never know.
Dying, dying
deep inside
Find a place
for me to hide.
Catching, catching
up with me
No more running
from reality.
Stopping, stopping
let me cry
Finding a way
to say goodbye.
May 3, 2018
May 3, 2018 at 10:44 AM UTC