i sink in the sound
of my thundering blood, rushing
in my ears, flushing
to my cheeks—why?
what simple words from your lips
were given power unparalleled
to command the blood in my veins?
they draw forth a cackle, unbidden
(a laugh?)
and i hardly have time to be mortified
amid a sea of elation.
my eyes and ears act with
wills of their own,
the former entranced by your lips,
the latter hanging on every word that floats
thence, to their patient wonderment.
i try on a knowledgeable smile,
not to betray my flustered state,
as if i am at all in control of myself around you.
i dare not attempt a sentence
(or mere coherence)—
for the present, i am content
to watch your lips and listen to their
simple words.
Nov 10, 2025
Nov 10, 2025 at 11:56 PM UTC
A emptiness in my heart
a chaos in my mind
My lips try to hold my words down
somethings are never meant to rise
A soulless anatomy with no heart
wishes for the darkness to fade
there are somethings that wears me low
somethings that keeps me alive
thriving in the realm of arcane
A never ending chaos in my mind
Nov 3, 2025
Nov 3, 2025 at 8:43 AM UTC
Sunset or sunrise
What he didnt see
Was the mess going in my eyes
An amguish pale saddening shine
Letting me know
Its been a while
Sunsets i said
As ik the beautiful things has to end
Nights with the moon hold power within
Only a little source of light
To make the darkness fade
But what he didnt knew that
For my heart the darkness awaits
Nov 2, 2025
Nov 2, 2025 at 3:43 PM UTC