I am broken
I am flawed
I am weak
I am a fraud
I am damaged
I am filthy
I am a liar
I am guilty
I am ruined
I am ashamed
I am immoral
I am to blame
I am negative
I am biased
I am unworthy
I am defiant
....could you love me anyway?
Mar 17, 2020
Mar 17, 2020 at 12:24 PM UTC
In the absence of your face
I see what I can't have
I'm immortalizing everything
..Your presence and your laugh
In the absence of your words
I hear what I wish you'd say
The sound of you so close to me
..NEVER fading away
In the absence of our time
I miss what could have been
Something equaling forever
..Nothing missing in between
In the absence of my words
I regret my quiet withdrawal
I wish I would have spoken free
..Now my time is gone
In the absence of what is us
There will always be something there
In the absence of my 'Goodbye'
Just know ..I will ALWAYS CARE
Feb 12, 2020
Feb 12, 2020 at 9:12 AM UTC
Satisfaction is mythical
A fairytale of sorts
A neverending tragedy
A story that always distorts
It creates a longing ache
For something to fulfill
A reason is irrational
Hard to swallow is the pill
Feb 12, 2020
Feb 12, 2020 at 8:53 AM UTC
Inside there's a darkness
My oldest familiar freind
Together from the very start
Beautiful voice in my head
Inside there's a stranger
Often knocking on the walls
Not sure how it knows me
But I answer when it calls
Feb 12, 2020
Feb 12, 2020 at 5:59 AM UTC