I’ll love you in Latin
We’ll speak in English
And that will be that.
Sep 3, 2024
Sep 3, 2024 at 2:43 PM UTC
tonight you raised a glass and carried a laugh to highly revered names
ears buzzed to their voices
You stood and told the story
of how the fall of creation was not the taste of a forbidden fruit
but was the threat of a being so whole the gods split it in two.
it was the birth of man, the enduring search for the other half of our whole being.
and i am told of this
secondhandedly
reveling in the light in your smile
of how you leaned on your brother’s shoulder drinking away being sober
And when your words spilled their eyes gripped onto your every syllable
full with the richness of your voice
hungry for answers
and questions clipping at their tongues.
tonight while everyone toasted you
i am thinking of how we are one in each other
and wonder if my half is real in you
if we have completed the part of the search to seek the other out
knowing if we’d split we would fall apart.
i wonder,
if being closer to you, is ruling over the god that split us in two?
- e. m. h.
Aug 7, 2021
Aug 7, 2021 at 10:34 PM UTC
"If you'll still have me, I'd still like to hang out with you.'
What's it like to give me your hand
only to take it in the morning?
Does it satisfy your thirst
to leave me in mourning?
Mar 11, 2021
Mar 11, 2021 at 9:13 PM UTC
Made the mistake of loving you
Now I’m paying in blood
Mar 6, 2021
Mar 6, 2021 at 12:54 AM UTC
Hazy lazy
Taking all as you please
Leaving the lonesome wanderer
Barren in the wilderness
Feb 22, 2021
Feb 22, 2021 at 1:12 AM UTC
She asked me
‘Are you in love with him?’
He sits at the top of my lungs
filtering my tongue
The lingering tinge
Of a taste long lost
Feb 14, 2021
Feb 14, 2021 at 2:26 AM UTC
Mama always said
‘Be careful around the men
that carry the sun in their smiles.
They’ll ask for your love
Tell you you’re sent from heaven above
And in exchange
They’ll leave you estranged’
I never believed her words
My love was mine and mine alone
Then I met a poet
With soft eyes
And the sun in his smile
He told me of his love
That I was sent from heaven above
And now in exchange
My tears fall in his name
Feb 1, 2021
Feb 1, 2021 at 1:00 AM UTC
He must’ve forgotten he called me the moon when our pinkys were intertwined and his smile lived on my lips. How do I say this place revolving your life while a distant planet is not the life I wanted?
Feb 1, 2021
Feb 1, 2021 at 12:56 AM UTC
dear God,
do you hear these prayers?
i sink to my ****** knees each night
speaking so my ears can hear once beloved words
tumbling from my lips
they can't exist if unheard by anyone
but do i count?
are they heard by you?
if you hear, then you see
these salty creations that fall from my eyes in pleading
dripping dripping
leaving streaks of forbidden water
pooling and collecting
the debts of nights i had forgotten about you
do you feel these cries?
is this your wish?
Satan must run rampant with your blessing once again
to see if i'll curse your name and wither
is that why you had given me all
to take it away?
to place me here, lined scars kissing my wrists
emptiness in my soul
all for me to say 'Blessed be Your Name'?
Oct 12, 2020
Oct 12, 2020 at 12:02 PM UTC
Sometimes,
I wonder what would happen if I waltzed into the river
when the waters dance with polar whitecaps.
Watching ghosts replay the night
I see myself in a trance, a dead gaze
treading barefoot to the empty dock
loose shirt and stripped pajamas
eyes closed
silently counting.
One leg is swallowed into the blue
the other follows.
Kissing chills seep into my shorn armor
and lap into my openings.
"I am selfish,"
the water records
my last words
Floating, a feeling once reserved for bliss
exchanged for an eternal abyss
"I am selfish" I pray, falling asleep under cloudless skies
Darkness closes then I am blind.
They said they found her blue on the sandy broken shore.
The oyster kissed girl, open brown eyes
***** hair laid wildly with the grains.
Palms and lips, cruel and cerulean.
They say, "She was bright," a starless night.
"Had she stayed, she could've moved mountains with all her might."
"But she prayed for God to take her away,
no more waking up to see another day."
Sep 28, 2020
Sep 28, 2020 at 4:01 PM UTC