Upon coming home,
I feel like I’ve stepped into a danger zone.
You ask me to bare my heart,
Yet you keep strangling my feelings,
You want me to rise, sky high,
But only beneath the disguise
Of your perfect mechanical doll.
So in this world, I can’t open my heart,
Because if they see my flaws,
They’ll come and tear me apart.
I know my worth,
Yet the voices try to pull me down,
In the spiral of denial and uncertainty.
Echoes…echoes…
I know my own heart.
Scars and deeps wounds, jealous of the light,
Rage and wreck the amber.
Slowly, wailing and sinking,
Our faith, our souls are dying
In the wake of self-righteous darkness.
We already lost our right safe heaven,
Our world.
Apr 7
Apr 7, 2026 at 5:23 AM UTC
Tantalizing, almost breaking,
You know, there’s nothing more real than giving it all.
Agonizing, an everyday wrecking event,
Crumbling - my world, just beginning to give light.
Slowly fading out, I start to question life.
There will come a time when you will have to let it go.
What you need inside
Is knowing when to let it slide.
It so, it so,
Even if there no tomorrow.
For sure, for sure,
I will tell you with my voice.
Even if the world where to go dark,
Even if my heart wants to go back,
Even if it hurts like hell inside,
I will have to sort it all and shout.
Apr 7
Apr 7, 2026 at 5:20 AM UTC
Walking in the night
It feels like I’ve lost track of time
Running for my life
I can never turn back
Alluring were your lies
Dreamy was your smile
And you had me back then
Breaking in a flash
Like shattered glass
My wish turned to naught
All I can do now
Is to let go
Forgiven, don’t forget
I can’t pretend yet
That your little game
Left no effect
All I can wish now
Is that we never met
I press the reset
With life, time to make a bet
Mar 16
Mar 16, 2026 at 11:27 AM UTC
After countless nights,
Waiting for you to come home
Telling myself not to worry
While you went on with your life
Without explanations or reasons
This is the scar you made
After countless lies,
Expecting you to change
Asking myself: Is it worth it?
While you kept hammering the nail
With false remorse and emotion
This is the pain you left
After countless cries,
Believing in a new beginning
Numbing myself with rhetoric
While you discarded me and left
Without a glance at my youth
This is the hurt you caused
Mar 2
Mar 2, 2026 at 9:06 AM UTC
I’m writing to you
Because I know what you’ve been through
If you’re reading this
It means you’re more than you see
You can be proud
You didn’t let yourself drown in the crowd
I know, it’s not easy
Who ever say life was breezy?
Walk with your head held high
Because you earned it, that right
You’ve come so far
Even if along the way you gathered scars
You’ve been down, hurt and sometimes fell apart
But every time, you didn’t give up, the you of now is your reward
The road is still long
I know you’ll find where you belong
So dear self
From the past to the future you
Look ahead
Become the way.
Feb 13
Feb 13, 2026 at 11:21 AM UTC
Walking aimlessly
Searching for an identity
On the way, losing parts of me
What will remains in the end ?
Then I met you
I took your hand
Trekking some more roads
But it was all in vain
How ?
Who ?
Why ?
Loving hopelessly
Breaking endlessly
Still erring to fill the void
The hollow you left in my world
Feb 11
Feb 11, 2026 at 3:14 AM UTC
I remember
It was in December
Near the embers
I fell in love
In a state of panic
Inside, I was manic
This feeling, so tyrannic
I was hooked
As our eyes locked
I was so shocked
Completely knocked
So deep into you
As we parted
I was downhearted
It had just started
Yet we had to say goodbye
Wishing stronger
To linger
A little longer
In your mind that night.
Feb 10
Feb 10, 2026 at 2:49 AM UTC
So wait… wait.
Why are you running away ?
Why are you always running away ?
You don’t need to.
You don’t need to carry everything alone.
To keep your wounds open.
You know I’m here for you.
I’m by your side,
So just rely on me.
Let me be part of your life.
Let me heal you wounds,
Let your scars fade away,
Let me mend your broken soul.
Just let me take my place beside you,
Share your sins, your fears, your pain.
I’ll erase your sorrow,
Make your sadness disappear
And let the fiery flower of love
Bloom again in your heart.
Because you’re my beloved one.
Feb 9
Feb 9, 2026 at 8:45 AM UTC
Fear
Love
Disappointment
Hope
Shame
Trust
Opening your heart
It’s like giving way to the devil
To come and wreck it
I know that everything is not that bad
But it’s still hard to understand.
You ask me
Why I don’t believe?
I’m answering you
Why should I do it?
You want to come in my circle
Approaching me with a smile
While wanting me to take in your poison
Under the guise of familiarity
Telling me they’re good intentions
Yet I can smell your bad aspirations
I know there is good in humanity
But my space is too small to accept a society
So, to the one who one day
Will take its place in my heart
Please, by our good god,
Be someone who knows how to love
Because this fragile husk of mine
Is too brittle to take a dive.
Feb 9
Feb 9, 2026 at 4:29 AM UTC
Love, what is love ?
Love, how is love ?
Fate, what is fate ?
Fate, who is fate ?
Heart, what is heart ?
Heart, where is heart ?
Hope, what is hope ?
Hope, when is hope ?
So many questions
While we live our live
Grabbing for an answer
And still hitting walls at every turn
Because we don’t know the right road
It’s a lesson
It’s a vision
A simple-minded direction
A poison-laced satisfaction
Imperfect
Incomplet
Absorbing every dust
To not feel the cold wind
In the hollow of our husk
Feb 6
Feb 6, 2026 at 11:37 AM UTC