I'm so tired of this life. like a bicycle wheels, if I can just press the brake I should detour in different direction.
Then why are you keep on going?
Because someone is needs to survive and that me.
Aug 12, 2024
Aug 12, 2024 at 10:52 PM UTC
Sun is slowly rising, like a turtle walking.
The air seems fresh, like it never been before.
I was I loner, but that was before.
I'm so glad that you and I were together, because it will be my nightmare when I die alone.
Jul 28, 2024
Jul 28, 2024 at 9:40 AM UTC
you give me hope and also a place to stay home
you provide everything except anything
your love.
Feb 9, 2022
Feb 9, 2022 at 9:35 PM UTC
Somewhere in our adventure we got lost like
a child start crying, start panicking like a first love
crush
but we still to manage to find a way-out in this miserable
forest and start to walk in the right path again.
Somewhere in front of are mind we use to walk and think
positive like they use to say. but, in the back of our mind doubt
and negative feedback start to active like a sympathetic nervous system
but we still rest and digest after a long journey.
somewhere in the line we left behind and the only
one left is you
but you convince yourself that your not alone
because you have you and yourself
and you believe in yourself not the others.
Jul 21, 2021
Jul 21, 2021 at 2:19 AM UTC
in cloudy weather there's a light wind and light rain.
the mother cat and her kitten looking for shelter.
i can see in through her eyes, the pity who whisper to my ears.
i can't do anything but to stare and watch of how hard to be a mother just to find safety to her kittens.
Jul 19, 2021
Jul 19, 2021 at 2:14 AM UTC
Sometimes leaving in comfort zone
Make my decision to think about
but end-up not leaving.
Jul 1, 2021
Jul 1, 2021 at 3:02 AM UTC
anyone can lose
anyone an lose their hope
anyone can lose their faith
anyone can lose their inspirations
to create that you inspired
everybody can lose their self by
locking the door and not letting
anyone to come in.
everybody has a choice in their life.
when no body is looking and your back
to yourself you still the person who lock
the door and hate the sun to rise.
no body knows the behind story of everyone scars.
except you and yourself.
anyone can lose their self.
everybody has a choice.
and
everyone can lose their
hope.
Jun 30, 2021
Jun 30, 2021 at 12:09 PM UTC
every morning i just wanna flow my blood
in to my system, just to feel myself again.
Jun 25, 2021
Jun 25, 2021 at 10:45 PM UTC
A friend asked me
how to be a writer.
I wanted to say,
lock yourself in a room,
scream until you have
a poem and no voice.
Open your veins and bleed
until you know that your bones
are pure words and sorrow.
Act as if you slit your own throat
and all you can bleed
are your own regrets
and all of the darkness
you boxed up for inspiration.
Write your mom a letter,
tell her you're leaving
and you won't be back for awhile
Because being a writer is traveling
through all seven layers of Hell
and denying anything is wrong.
Forget loving yourself
when all you have is a pen and paper
fused to your wrist
and Jesus is tapping at your skull
saying turn back now.
Warn the neighbors that if they smell burning
It's just your soul
clawing at the front door trying to get in.
Learn how to be alone.
Learn how to lose everything you have
in order to feel release,
learn how to only feel deceased
from now on.
A friend asked me
how to be a writer.
All I said was
don't
Jun 21, 2021
Jun 21, 2021 at 12:22 AM UTC
your working 7 hours until now.
you must exhausted.
just a little more.
Jun 21, 2021
Jun 21, 2021 at 12:00 AM UTC