Early morning
When little birds' songs are heard
Blinding sunshine pours into one window
With the smell of coffee
I smiled as I tasted the bitterness
Suddenly remembering you for it still lingers in my heart
I wanted you to love me as much as I did
But as WE, US
Was all in my head
I am just someone you need to fill your void
I said "I love you"
You responded "I love you too" with hugs and kisses, yes, neither it was warm nor cold
It doesn't feel right
No matter how much I love you
Your heart doesn't belong to me from the start
Your eyes didn't light up to my presence
Blinded with love I still continue to love you
I was alone in this fairytale of mine
It was then you no longer needed me
You rejected me, you denied me
It was easy for you to let go, easier for you to forget, for I was a nobody to you
I am the only one carrying this love
I am losing my mind that maybe
There can be YOU and I
My heart became numb
Unloving you is the hardest thing to do
If I could unsee the videos in my head
I'll erase all my memories of you
So I can't remember you
I know I can't be with you
Mar 22, 2020
Mar 22, 2020 at 4:05 AM UTC
Little what we have
Just betwixt you and I
No words could ever
describe how I feel
The reflection of the setting sun
On the ocean water
Mesmerizes me
Warmth from the sunset
Makes me feel secured
Just like whenever I'm with you
I feel at home
Sweet taste
Night and day I lay beside you
Made me feel safe
You fought my demons
Even in your deepest slumber
Just by the way you held me
In your arms
Sour taste
I kneeled down
As if I was pleading for your love
Entreating for someone
To relieve my aching heart
I love you
I shouted your name
Countless of times
What a sweet and sour feeling it is
Just like an orange fruit
My favorite, my love
You are my one and only that got away
Mar 17, 2020
Mar 17, 2020 at 4:27 AM UTC