Someday, in some way,
we'll learn to grow apart...
GRACEFULLY.
Someday, in some way,
we'll fall out....
just like
we fell in.
Someday, in some way,
we'll find better ways
to fill our voids.
We'll discover that
autumn is spring...
REDEFINED.
And that
we too like a candle
need to burn in our pain
to ILLUMINATE
those like us.
Someday, NOT today,
we'll be happier with each other...
as memories...
than as people.
Someday, NOT today,
we'll shake hands as acquaintances,
MERE acquaintances....
with 'no-longer-intense' memories...
between us.
But.............
That someday ain't gonna be today...............
Neither is it gonna be in eternity.
Today, we've chosen to let go
because we've realised...
the HARD WAY... that
WE aren't worth holding on anymore.
I don't know about you,
but...
Today, I'm lost...
lost in the ocean of my AGONY....
blindly rowing till I find
an island in myself .......
I haven't inhabited .....
YET.
And SOMEday , NOT today, NOT in eternity...
I'll get there...
I PROMISE...
not YOU...
but MYSELF.
Nov 5, 2020
Nov 5, 2020 at 1:02 AM UTC
F is for faking a smile
I is for so many insecurities
N is for never happy
E is for everything hurt
Aug 13, 2020
Aug 13, 2020 at 1:11 AM UTC
Solitary she lies...
her mind filled with thoughts
that defeat her.
Her body covered with scars...
she hates to look at.
She looks at herself..
too weak to cry.
She looks around her...
There's none...
But the walls of the room she lay...
She knew those walls existed in her too,
too difficult to be broken.
Despite all, she has a tiny ray of hope..
that she'll be who she was meant to be
that she too will smile like she never did...
Yes, she's waiting for it.
She's waiting for her heart to be set free...
from all that's stopping her.
But for the moment,
She's nothing but,
"A Bleeding Heart".
Jun 8, 2020
Jun 8, 2020 at 2:45 AM UTC
Dear brain,
Can you stop telling me
All the things I've done wrong?
I know I'm not perfect
Can you instead
Tell me all the things
I've done right?
I could use some positivity
Thank you,
Me
Jun 6, 2020
Jun 6, 2020 at 4:13 AM UTC
I've been playing 'Tug of War'
ever since I was little.
Me in the middle;
my heart and mind on either side.
Jun 5, 2020
Jun 5, 2020 at 3:51 AM UTC