It is strange
This knowing you
This familiarity
Which now seems like something
I might have invented
To keep myself close to you
I now see the nativity of
An unreasonable love
How simply I fell for you
And built a fortress of lies
To protect this delicious fantasy
Of me in your arms
Being more then just comfort
An intimacy of tired restless souls
Jan 31, 2019
Jan 31, 2019 at 9:01 AM UTC
How could I ever show you
The despair you left behind
How could I dare say
Was it your heart or mine
That lay shattered on the pavement
Of this road we took together
The one with no destination
A love without room
For kindness or concern
A constant struggle
To keep us from fading into the night
To keep the clock from ticking
To keep this fire from taking us
Isn’t any delight
In a fight against destiny
Memories woven with pain
All lost in a moments fate
Now remnants of ashes
Mingled with the rain
Flow right through that place
Which love used to grace
Once when it was summer
And we were kids in love
In peace and in haste
To commit to heart and memory
Each glance and every taste
Each moment spend with you
Is now a shard halfway through
My heart
Which still beats like a fool
For you
Nov 2, 2018
Nov 2, 2018 at 10:03 PM UTC
Be the silence of my heart
Be my calm
Be my light
So I may always find my way back
Be that question
I ask myself every time
I am looking for meaning
Be the shade
My souls rests in
Weary from the customs of this world
Be close
Fade into my heartbeat
From a million miles away
Nov 2, 2018
Nov 2, 2018 at 9:48 PM UTC
Broken dreams
Fill a broken heart
Tempered memories
Of stolen kisses
Timeless passion
In a heartless world
How soon it died
Our fearless love
Nov 2, 2018
Nov 2, 2018 at 3:01 PM UTC
My heart rebels
Not being close to you
It doesn't know how to keep
A love so fierce
From burning everything away
I don't know how
This distance is okay
But this silence isn't
I could wait a thousand years
To be in your arms
I couldn't wait till tomorrow
To tell you I miss you so
Jun 30, 2018
Jun 30, 2018 at 9:28 AM UTC
I don't know why it hit me today but it did and I am trying really hard to keep my sanity right now. Tears are begging to run down my cheeks. Sorrow crawling through the walls of my heart. My mind tired and exhausted of reasoning, wanting desperately to shut down now. This ink might as well have been bleeding out of me today. I never knew that longing for someone could be so painful.
May 12, 2018
May 12, 2018 at 9:58 AM UTC
We sit in opposite corners of the room
Trying to get the story in our head right
This night is so dreadful and special
You can tell by the full moon so bright
It's been forever since I kissed you last
I don't know if you remember being apart
I wish I could show you the scars
Each wishful night left on my heart
Then tell me, my love
How did you do when I was away
Would you make this moment stay
I don't know what I want
When I am this close to you
They told me to be careful
Sometimes dreams come true
I wish it was easy to let go
With your hands on my hips
When you pull me close
My heart stops beating
I burn like a rose
You taste of sweetness, desire & love
Of your burning soul, I can't have enough
Then come closer, my love
I want your fingers tangled in my hair
I want to kiss your soul, naked & bare
From me, you have nothing to fear
My love,
I will wear this love like a garment
I will breathe it in, like fresh air
I will forever be yours in this moment
With you on my lips, always like a prayer
May 6, 2018
May 6, 2018 at 5:53 AM UTC
I don't want to play
this guessing game
Tell me you love me
Show me how much
Make my soul sing
In its longing for you
Make my bones ache
For each minute spend apart
Make my heart bleed
To hear you say my name
For how else will I ever repay
This debt of being in love with you
Apr 22, 2018
Apr 22, 2018 at 2:07 PM UTC
I am not strong enough today
But I will be, someday
To let go
A piece of my heart
That once belonged to you
Apr 16, 2018
Apr 16, 2018 at 10:29 AM UTC
Do I miss you?
You ask
Why would I be jealous
my love
Of the light
that touches your face
Of the ground
beneath your feet
Of the traffic
outside your window
Of all the places
your fingers linger
Of the food
you taste
Of the words
you write
Of the tunes
you hum
Of the air
you breathe
And every thought
In your mind
That isn't me
Apr 16, 2018
Apr 16, 2018 at 10:20 AM UTC