Ang hirap naman
Ilang oras, ilang araw
Ilang taon
ang kailangan kong bilangin
Ang kailangan kong antayin
Ang kailangan kong tiisin
Makilala ka lang...
Talagang bang ganito nalang
Gabi-gabing nangangarap
umiiyak, nangungulila
sa mga yakap na ni minsan
di ko naranasan..
Mga luhang laging umaagos
mula sa lalim ng pagsumamo
sa taong di mo alam
kung darating paba sa buhay mo
... (sigh) pagod na ko
pagod na pagod na ko
Sep 25, 2021
Sep 25, 2021 at 4:32 PM UTC
Poor little bird
trap in a cage
singing her melodies
to hide her rage
No one can see
her heart in misery
all they say is
she's so pretty
Sep 25, 2021
Sep 25, 2021 at 4:26 PM UTC
Just when you thought
that "Silence" is the answer
Its not...
Its only the beginning
Of endless thoughts and regret
Don't fool yourself
For silence is a lot different
from Peace.
Jul 3, 2021
Jul 3, 2021 at 11:03 AM UTC
There is no safest way to face your own darkness and pain
Running from it won't help, it will always catch up to you one way or another
Hiding from it will only eat you up inside, for its the silent parasite that pretends to be passive
You are a lot stronger and braver than you think
You are beautiful and wonderfully made
You don't deserve to cry all your life, you are much precious than that
Pain and sadness is Only a "part" of your life, its not the whole picture
Identify the things that is keeping your from being happy
Bring it to the light by laying it all down through a prayer
For only God knows your heart better than anyone
You don't even have to say a single word for he knows what you need
He Loves you more than anyone could ever love you
For his Love surpasses all understanding
He sees you beyond your failures, your pain, your regrets and incapabilities
For in His eyes, your are always "Enough"
Jun 27, 2021
Jun 27, 2021 at 1:34 PM UTC
I am not a writer
nor am I something great
but all I know
Is that I loved you
even from far away
How I wish it was me
you wrote that song to
Or it was my hand
that cuddled you
How I would turn back time
just to say I Do
Mar 28, 2021
Mar 28, 2021 at 6:10 AM UTC
There are days that I forget myself
Who I was, or what am I supposed to do..
Its as if I'm in an autopilot
Just doing what I do
Yet when the night comes
The tears falls too..
What's wrong with me?..
Mar 11, 2021
Mar 11, 2021 at 12:27 PM UTC
Isang Lugar
Kung saan
Walang Katungkulan
Wala ni isang
dapat gampanan
o dapat tularan
Malaya kang humakbang
sa pampang ng pinagmulan
Ng walang iniisip
o pagaalinlangan
Huminga ka ng malalim
At wag ng ipagkait
ang pangarap **** minsang Inukit
Na Tila ba'y ika'y naging malupit
Tama na, Tahan na
karapatan mo ang kumalma
ibigay mo sa sarili mo
ang dati'y wala na
ang maging masaya..
ang maging malaya..
sa sariling pagakakulong
ng wala ni isang
nakakaunawa
...
Jan 24, 2021
Jan 24, 2021 at 12:51 PM UTC
Bakit kaya ganun...
Nasasaktan ako kahit hindi dapat
Gusto ko umiyak...
Ngunit pawanag naubos na ang mga luha
Hahakbang pasulong...
Subalit tatlong tapak paurong
Pipiliting ayusin ang lahat...
Pero pawang gumuguho at mas gumugulo lang
Don't i deserve better...
Don't i deserve to be loved..
Don't i deserve to be happy without ever being afraid of failing again..
Jan 24, 2021
Jan 24, 2021 at 12:44 PM UTC
Ever felt like your
Living your death..
Everyday is just drag
An endless road
Of pain & suffering
from the bad choices
that you didn't even made
It just happened..
You tried to fix it
Everyway you can
But somehow...
something..or someone
manages to crush you
back down...
and they don't even care..
All you have is your words
Trap inside your mind
emotions piercing
each and everyday into your heart
The person inside you
Lives no more
She wanted to shout
She wanted to get angry
But she is too shattered
too tired..
That the only things she could do
Is cry..
"I want my life back! "
Oct 3, 2020
Oct 3, 2020 at 2:16 AM UTC