The walk in the park was fun
Couples and families I watch like a creep
And the kid with spilled ice cream on his shirt just rubbed his knee
The lake and flowers don’t feel as pretty as a mothers white clothes
That got ***** from the sand after she played with her son
The road gets lonelier after you get what you want
And you realize you wanted wrong
And you pass through girls having fun
Talking **** but probably learning more than I could ever learn
It’s not my scene, neither are the siblings on the playground
It’s not my parents fault but I resent being an only child
It could be my scene one day if I watch those kids like they’re mine
But I realized I just wanted someone to interrupt their playtime
So we can go home and they groan but I’m glad there’s someone to share this life
The vow to be a parent and I could undergo it with you now
Let me have it with you now.
Apr 27
Apr 27, 2026 at 11:12 AM UTC
Sometimes things have no lesson
We just have bad actions
That don’t develop us
And all my intentions
Regrets and redemptions
Aren’t enough
I guess all that I want is to not grow up
But I know I can’t stay this young.
Don’t I resonate with my friends anymore
or they just know me too much?
Because all the people who have known me before
Know parts of me i don’t wanna hold
I spent all my years wishing not to grow up
I guess I can see now how that was immature,
We care too much
Until the bad things end up
Not being what we worried in the first place
Then life makes us learn
We’ve been getting it wrong
Living isn’t something worth being afraid of
Aug 30, 2025
Aug 30, 2025 at 10:53 PM UTC
I got too close to heaven,
They didn’t let me in
I spent my years at their door
threw away my time
of normal streets
Now I’m sent to hell
I mourn ignoring ground,
Walking all over plain sea,
The wonders that were at my feet.
Aug 18, 2025
Aug 18, 2025 at 10:30 AM UTC
You don't know how much of my time I'd **** to have some of yours
Because I would choose to be next to you more than I could show
All the ****** and the liars have faced me and I have fought them
Anticipating to find you on the other side
I have fallen for the trap of only having eyes for one
Now I see him everywhere
In the house, in my blouse, at any happiness, any despair
There's a new force in all I do
Haunting me and warming me up
Reminding me life isn’t worth living alone
And I am ready to include two just as my mind does
I want you to look for me in a crowded room
To find solace in my eyes
When you hit a note on the guitar
You come to me with a smile
And it won’t be a surprise that I care
And you’ll know I’ll always be there
Then you go home expecting to unfold all you still don’t know
And I’ll do it too cause I want to know you the most I can
It will be in our faces, the way we behave
Stealing senses with just one gaze
And everyone sees it, but we pretend they don’t
Friends annoyed of our mischievous fun
You can’t be around me without a giggly laugh
I can’t hide with my body what’s in my chest
They will call it love I will call it your name
So I be here waiting, spilling blood, spelling the letters to scream it that day.
Jul 29, 2025
Jul 29, 2025 at 3:28 PM UTC
I knew something as kid
that now I have forgotten
Time tricks you into thinking
you are going forward
I was chasing being brilliant,
So they told me stupidity
was the prize of intelligence - I get that now
But I’m yet craving sagacity,
Then will I truly get it when I get the chance?
Because perhaps what I lost
is an ignorance that I’ll never recover
And I’ll never be as smart as when i was dumber
Jul 26, 2025
Jul 26, 2025 at 12:10 PM UTC
How tragic is an ambitious man who is against ambition?
How vain is the life that chooses beliefs before redemption?
Go find comfort in any religion, does it all help with your affliction?
Hope you find somewhere safe for what you really pay attention
Behind the moral wall you made for glass ovations
What happens if that place is ruled by hades?
Do you run when you realize your lust wasn’t heaven-sent?
Will then redemption exist because you made a mistake?
Jul 20, 2025
Jul 20, 2025 at 9:23 PM UTC
You taught me how to fly
Just to cut my wings off
And when I tried to glide
You put me in the box
Locked me in a cage I couldn’t escape
I thought I could find freedom if I soared away
But you find ways to make me stay
Feathers on the floor, scissors on the drawer
your new technique to keep me around your garden,
to leave me a walking bird.
You seized my all, left me torn
Now, obligated to dwell in your world
I don’t wanna call you mine
But I am yours.
Jul 14, 2025
Jul 14, 2025 at 11:56 AM UTC
I wish I was the kind of person who let things go
But if I died tomorrow I would give up peace to hunt you as a ghost
And I say I don’t hold grudge
But I don’t let it slip away from my fingers as if it’s precious as gold
Cause my past is my pride
it connects to my soul
once new, once old
My past is warning
Not something I can loath
If it leaves me the print I won’t be the same one
For me, no amount gold is ever worth
what I gain from what I hold on to
Jul 6, 2025
Jul 6, 2025 at 12:17 AM UTC
You make quixotic seem conceivable
long eternity to our ephemeral game
sometimes meeting you felt like
the serendipity gods took place
cross your heart hope to die
you will love me when
even the tears are gone
and I promise you will be
more than just another song
Illusionary scenes are real to me
They exist as well as I breathe
And you fit in every part of my fantasy’s
My Eros made you a muse
Now I fear all I have is subject to be lost
And I will wait to see it abuse
The power it first cost
a lifeline
Jul 1, 2025
Jul 1, 2025 at 5:00 PM UTC
When you walk through the streets
and a flower falls on your head
you get reminded of the picture you took
and she had a wreath in her hair
And you realize you can’t escape woman
that once shared your breath
Not even the seasons will put you to rest
You blink and you can suddenly see
The flowers have become leaves
And you’re still cursing my name
when think of me
Your mistakes will follow you
the whole year.
Jun 27, 2025
Jun 27, 2025 at 8:47 PM UTC