Never been there.
Can't talk about it much.
I've seen shadows on the wall.
Crying faces down the hall.
I've seen reflections of friends
in the communal toilet while they Puke-TSD.
Can't talk about it much.
It's not a subject I like to touch.
Never been there.
Never talking like I've seen it all.
They have. Ask them what it's like to fall
down and check your face for scrapes
and have other people put band-aids
on your *** ("Oops, my mistake!")
Or better yet, don't.
Don't ask me.
Don't ask them.
They can talk.
I've never been.
If they ask, you can answer with the voice of a friend.
But don't ask. Don't reopen or worse, pen,
their pain and their past. Just listen if they ask.
Have some ******* courtesy till then.
Sep 23, 2015
Sep 23, 2015 at 11:20 PM UTC
Sweaty palms
Nervous laughs
That's where you find love
Looking when they aren't
Turning blushing when they look back
That's where you find love
Love should not be mistaken
Our society has condemned us
Our love it has taken
Know what they stole
Take it back
Choose to be true
That is when you'll find love
Sep 18, 2015
Sep 18, 2015 at 7:08 PM UTC
You touched me
I cried
You apologized
I lied
Read my mind
Know what's right
I'll fight you off
You won't lay a hand on me tonight
Sep 13, 2015
Sep 13, 2015 at 11:17 AM UTC
It's a sad life if you can't believe
Believe in those things that you can't see
So have faith, my dear
That not everything is as it seems
Sep 13, 2015
Sep 13, 2015 at 11:08 AM UTC
Pretty little dolls
With their makeup on
and their clothes just right
I once was a pretty little doll.
I wore my makeup.
Had my pretty clothes
and my hair done nice.
But I was still never liked.
No no.
Never an ideal,
Society didn't want to play with me
I was not to their standard still
I was looked down on by Barbie.
She was the pretty little doll I could never seem to be.
... I don't want to play dolls anymore.
Jul 8, 2015
Jul 8, 2015 at 7:30 PM UTC
I fought,
We fought,
You can't tell me you don't remember,
*We went through a whole ****** lot,*
Together.
You promised,
A long time ago,
That you'd never leave,
And I trusted you,
I don't want to feel stupid,
Again.
It's over,
I know it's over,
I ended it,
But I want you around,
Even if you're not with me,
I need you.
You think you're not worth it,
Worth me caring but you are,
Please believe me.
I'll miss you,
I loved you,
**** it,**
I miss you,
I love you.
May 28, 2015
May 28, 2015 at 9:44 PM UTC
And I can't tell you that it hurts
Cause it's not supposed to
And I can't tell you that I miss you
Cause I'm not supposed to
And I can't tell you that I need you to sleep
Cause I'm not supposed to
And I can't tell you I want to talk to you more than anyone else
Cause I'm not supposed to
And I can't tell you that I wish I could watch you smile once more
Cause I'm not supposed to
And I can't tell you I'm sorry
Cause I'm not
May 28, 2015
May 28, 2015 at 9:43 PM UTC
A poem shows how I feel
Expresses me
So why are there words on this page?
I'm writing to express a blank page.
Words growing across a barren plane.
Thoughts forced through an empty mind.
May 20, 2015
May 20, 2015 at 3:02 PM UTC
A bacteria
A Virus
Sickness
Illness
It comes at you
you don't expect it
Something so small
Invisible
Keeps you from living
Yet we still don't believe
Depression is a sickness
But something so small it can't be seen
Is slowly killing me
I can't leave bed
I can't focus
I can't unfocus
And it gradually
Painfully
Makes me smaller
Shrinking
Until I too am just a bacteria
A small
Invisible
Nothing
Infectious and causing no good
May 20, 2015
May 20, 2015 at 2:50 PM UTC
A shower to wash you off
Water to wipe the tears
Steam to cloud your memory
A shower is the remedy
May 20, 2015
May 20, 2015 at 2:49 PM UTC