I just wanted to look out over the city one last time.
I tried to mitigate the mess.
I’m sorry for any inconvenience this may cause.
I just don’t want to do it anymore.
I’m ready to be forgotten and to forget.
We don’t need to talk about this.
Oct 4, 2018
Oct 4, 2018 at 4:05 AM UTC
I love him
I tell myself
I know that
We will be together forever
I don’t believe that
We could be separated
My thoughts tell me that
He’s the love of my life
Sometimes my heart lies and says
I could live an eternity
Without him
Like my friends say
“We’re perfect for each other”
And you can’t tell me
He’s not the one.
Now read from bottom to top.
Jun 12, 2018
Jun 12, 2018 at 11:18 PM UTC
But try to convince yourself you did it for
You.
Jun 7, 2018
Jun 7, 2018 at 11:21 PM UTC
The back of my throat tastes like you.
But the older you.
The “suburbs of Baltimore that I never bothered to learn” you.
The “back when we were happy” you.
I still can’t place your flavor.
Is it the gin?
Or the honey?
Jun 5, 2018
Jun 5, 2018 at 9:17 PM UTC
You hurt me and that’s why I keep coming back to you.
I like the way you crack and rearrange my bones to fit into the holes of your night sky.
But I am no North Star.
You’ll find no solace in the soft glow of my distant implosion.
Apr 18, 2018
Apr 18, 2018 at 10:06 PM UTC
The darkness is creeping in, and I can’t see anything around it.
I’m scared.
I’ve always avoided the movies that make you jump-- you know the ones that give you nightmares, even after they end-- but now reality is one big horror film.
I’m gonna throw up.
Jan 10, 2018
Jan 10, 2018 at 9:59 PM UTC
Be honest.
You love him.
Can't imagine life without him.
He's your best friend,
the person you always run to...
But,
He doesn't' make you happy.
You've never felt sustained happiness in this relationship.
And moving to DC,
getting married,
having kids,
Isn't going to change that.
Look, I'm not telling you what to do,
because **** if I know myself,
but at least be honest with yourself.
He's never going to be the guy who calls the cable company to dispute his bill.
Sep 13, 2017
Sep 13, 2017 at 9:43 PM UTC
Through every little crack,
And into Spaces we thought were sealed,
Revealing Weaknesses we didn’t realize existed.
It fills us,
And expands.
Cracking us open,
Separating us bit
,
By,
Bit.
This is the beginning of my end.
Aug 7, 2017
Aug 7, 2017 at 9:40 PM UTC
I know I'm good at faking it,
because my entire life is make-believe.
.
*
Jul 26, 2017
Jul 26, 2017 at 11:34 PM UTC