My heart slows
When I feel your touch
It’s warm and loving
Like the soul that gives it
Warm like your eyes
A caramel gold
Inward flowing lava
Pulling me in
Making me weak
Melting my heart
I lose my my will to speak
When I feel that touch
I knew when I first met you
You’re who id fall for love
Sep 11, 2018
Sep 11, 2018 at 5:36 PM UTC
New moon
New me
No longer unhappy
Refreshed and free
Sadness no longer seeps from me
I’m drug free
A feat I never thought I would complete
Sep 11, 2018
Sep 11, 2018 at 2:19 PM UTC
Hey!
Pick your head up
Don’t feel down
Look to the stars
Let’s your troubles flow free
From your mind to the Milky Way
Your troubles and depressing thoughts belong up there
Throw your arms up and feed them to the galaxies above
They won’t reject them
But you just have to believe.
Sep 11, 2018
Sep 11, 2018 at 2:12 PM UTC
I’m stuck up on the deck
I took a acid trip
I put it behind my eyelids
I’m stuck on the deck
Looking down on the busy Courtney place
There’s a million taxis flying past
Or maybe my heads in space
Somebody should probably take me out of this place
I’m lost behind these eyes of mine
I’m ****** outta my mind
I probably shouldn’t of taken that E beforehand
Shoulda just stuck to smoking **** on the way down
Heaps of people talking to me
I can’t say a thing
My eyes are starting to sting
My mind resumes to ping
Aug 22, 2018
Aug 22, 2018 at 3:38 AM UTC
I love you
I just want to feel your touch
The warmth from your hands
It extends through my gut
I sleep sound at night when you’re around
You’re the only one that I feel safe
To share my secrets with
All the deepest darkest
From the pits of my mind
I love you
So much
Aug 21, 2018
Aug 21, 2018 at 4:04 AM UTC
Like a zombie stuck at the heart of the industry
I feel unmeasurable guilt
They all look to me for safety and comfort
I love and talk to them more than I do with those of my own kind
Yet I’m the one who sees them to their demise
When I look into their eyes I feel the calm innocent souls within
They love me
And I love them
I’ll scratch all the places you can’t reach
I’ll help you up when you’re down
Ill fix your feet when they’re not fit for walking
I’ll take away your respiratory problem when you are ill
I will always help my dear girls
But my heart it stops and skips when you’re sent away
I lose sleep at night thinking of the horror you all face in the end
Torn from your mother’s then your own offspring torn from you
Your milk is their gold
And then when you’re too old
A cattle **** truck, shocked then killed
I hope your souls go to where the birds fly, high and free
And that if you could look back on me
The one who wishes he could just set you all free
Please forgive me
You’re all friends to me
I just slave for the man with all the money
Only so I can make sure your lives are filled with less misery.
Aug 20, 2018
Aug 20, 2018 at 3:30 AM UTC
Rushed, crushed & swallowed whole.
That’s the feeling within me when I’m around other human beings.
Tongue is tied, twisted & my own voice gone from me.
Words escape me that bare no meaning & are not my own.
Deep fear of social rejection & never fitting in.
There a lot like me but they don’t like this me.
Where are the people for me that I can be intimate with.
Will I ever find them? Or am I one of a kind.
I’ll keep searching for them, one day I might find.
Aug 19, 2018
Aug 19, 2018 at 3:12 AM UTC
You’re a Dame,
So beautiful in your ways,
You flourish with life,
Like the prettiest flower,
Something small and wild,
But full of intelligence and power.
Nature has made you,
Unique and one of a kind,
Others jump,
Some crawl,
But you leap,
Pretty..wild..flower.
Aug 16, 2018
Aug 16, 2018 at 6:25 PM UTC