I finally Got what I wanted
I never needed it in the first place
I dOn't even want it
Just take it back
I unDerstand that I don't need you to live anymore
Mar 15, 2015
Mar 15, 2015 at 12:44 PM UTC
you left it on my desk
i only read the first line
"im so sorry"
it was then i knew
what you meant
her fist was on my jaw
like a cold wind on the face
sharp and burning
i dropped the note
now i know why
why you made me promise
not to fight
it was hard
i knew i could ****
i knew it would **** you too
and for that
Im the one who is sorry
Feb 7, 2015
Feb 7, 2015 at 1:58 PM UTC
one every 17
84.7 in a day
30,938 in a year
never in the media
the words never published
the scars never seen
its like being stalked like a ******
waiting for your moment of weakness
waiting to make you 1 out of 17
Feb 5, 2015
Feb 5, 2015 at 12:46 PM UTC
i wish you would just come over
no talking
just lay with me
i guess it is too much to ask
Feb 3, 2015
Feb 3, 2015 at 10:35 PM UTC
Last night, my best friends saved my life. And all I can say is Thank You.
Feb 1, 2015
Feb 1, 2015 at 12:29 PM UTC
they say silence kills, but i think that it is the people who choose to stay silent are the real killers. they are all silent, in a room full of my screams. choosing not to hear them
Jan 30, 2015
Jan 30, 2015 at 12:25 AM UTC
Am I lying to myself
Is this all just a joke
everyone says it is
Do you even care
if you did
would you show it
people think we are
but do you
do i
i don't know what i think anymore
im not nieve
im not dumb
but the way they say you look at me
means 100 things
stop looking and talk to me
before i believe the lies and leave for good
Jan 19, 2015
Jan 19, 2015 at 9:54 PM UTC
it is always the opposite
dessert before dinner
loss before love
im in the same room
with a different story
no pictures
no life before
its as of I’m already gone
they live as if I’m dead
dead to them anyway
they don’t know about the blade
they don’t know about him, no one does
ill keep it that way
before I just
choose to be gone and forgotten
Dec 31, 2014
Dec 31, 2014 at 5:50 PM UTC
its like a bunch of train tracks
on the body
that exploded into a pile
of scars that never move
the cars that go over it never even think twice
of the people that have followed this track
the blood that was spilled
the now dry blood that stays there
waiting to be cleaned
waiting to be seen
Dec 31, 2014
Dec 31, 2014 at 5:43 PM UTC
4 people
3 stories
2 sides
1 fight
i told you not to
you said you promised
Nov 10, 2014
Nov 10, 2014 at 1:05 AM UTC