Sometimes I wonder why I wait.
Wait to tell people how I feel.
Wait for people who will never care.
Wait for people who will never change.
Waiting.
I wonder why, why I wait.
I know how this all ends, just me a loaded gun and **** I wish I didn't remember.
Mar 20, 2015
Mar 20, 2015 at 10:38 AM UTC
If I could fly I would know, what life looks like from up above and down below.
I'd keep you safe, I'd keep you dry.
Don't be afraid Cecilia I'm the satellite, and you're the sky.
Dec 12, 2014
Dec 12, 2014 at 2:40 PM UTC
Looks to ****
Blood being the only fuel to her thrill.
Wicked attitude is often too much.
******** ******** to the touch.
She'll reel you in with the face of angel.
But with the click of a pen she could turn the tables.
Dec 8, 2014
Dec 8, 2014 at 2:19 PM UTC
Arose from the dead.
Sick in her head.
She's the one to watch out for.
Cross her the wrong way and you'll be the next guy with his guts hanging out on the floor.
She's gotta twisted mind .
And an explicit tongue.
The words of the devil to be sung.
Watch your back boy, she'll creep up and ****** you up from behi- I tried to warn him.
Dec 8, 2014
Dec 8, 2014 at 2:05 PM UTC
It's like happily falling off a cliff.
The love you give me is a gift.
The love you give me is a curse.
I'm always expecting the worst.
I can always have a real smile.
**** doesn't it stay a while.
I just can't fight this feeling.
Dear won't you open my heart up for healing,
Darling won't you be mine.
Dec 5, 2014
Dec 5, 2014 at 12:03 PM UTC
It's 3:42.
I'm laying in bed thinking about you.
Broken, hurt, nevertheless but sad.
You always do this but I still come running back.
Now its 3:43 and I'm still thinking about you,
remembering how we used to be happy at 3:42.
Nov 10, 2014
Nov 10, 2014 at 10:03 AM UTC
This poem meant nothing anyways.
Nov 3, 2014
Nov 3, 2014 at 9:17 AM UTC
The only thing I fear is fear.
The fear of ever watching you shed a tear.
The fear of you going back to prison and not having words to say besides "Dear".
The fear of you drinking your last beer.
The fear of you not being here.
I fear everything when you're near.
Aug 11, 2014
Aug 11, 2014 at 1:45 PM UTC
Hungry but I can't eat.
Depressing thoughts always on repeat.
Tired but I can't dream.
Mad but I can't scream.
Sad but I can't cry.
No longer can I give you a reason why.
Suicidal but I can't die.
Wishing I could say good-bye.
So for now I'll just say see you on the other side.
Aug 11, 2014
Aug 11, 2014 at 1:41 PM UTC
They try to keep her in a cage.
Little do they know that sends her to a path involving much rage.
The hideous colors of insanity fill the room, God the petrifyingly disgusting of numbing illusive thoughts that become beige.
She feels as if she's some type of animal like an ape.
She waits and waits watching for a chance to get away and escape.
Her mind goes blank, she comes back to this horrible reality where they're holding her down injecting her with painful series of medication which brings back memories screaming **** **** ****
Now she's oddly calm.
She stares down at her hand not realizing on the other side is deep red liquid upon her palm.
She screams louder and louder as the priest rushes in throwing erratically burning water upon her fraying flesh and reaping recognizable wretched holy words from a psalm.
She feels like she's in a dream.
But she's nothing can't even scream.
She's better now finally clean.
Aug 11, 2014
Aug 11, 2014 at 9:28 AM UTC