Her brokenness opened an opportunity for her to grow,
Yet the scars keep on reminding her about the hours she's wasted.
The shattered wine glasses are on the floor, waiting to perforate on someone's feet.
Her blood keep on spurting out from her flaws, yet she turned a blind eye when she sees a band aid on the table.
Feb 1, 2019
Feb 1, 2019 at 5:54 AM UTC
Crickets sing as the sun takes a nap
While the river continues to flow like a welcoming orchestra for the moon.
What has gone is yet to be reborn,
But when will it stop?
Will it be an eternal cycle?
Feb 1, 2019
Feb 1, 2019 at 5:50 AM UTC
Do you see the stars that smile so bright at night?
If you don't, then someone is covering your eyes, depriving you from seeing my value in your life.
A mist, perhaps, a someone whom you are blinded by your so called love in disguise.
But have you ever seen the knives behind her back?
Whenever you hug her, a treacherous smile was plastered on her lips and in her eyes.
Behind her mind was an evil plan, which is all about taking you away from me.
You were so happy without me because you were in her company, while she's enjoying your stupidity, toying you like a fool.
There was something that shines so bright at night,
I thought it was my reflection, a someone who sees me the way I am seeing you
Who also watches me from behind, who always flash a smile when we meet our eyes
A someone who shines brightly, flashing a bright smile for me.
Now, don't come back for me after you've seen her evil plan
I was there all the way chasing after you so that you'll come back
But you didn't even flinch
Now that I finally found the man I deserve, don't ever come to my door and knock and beg.
Sep 1, 2018
Sep 1, 2018 at 6:59 AM UTC
Utterance of regrets
Left my mouth, words slithering down
Snaking their way to you
I stomped on it,
Yet the message spread like a blazing fire, unstoppable
And it reached your eardrums
My world crumbled into pieces
I tried to rebuild it, but the pieces just won't fit in together
Because your love which served as the glue became lousy
It no longer has the adhesivity.
Aug 17, 2018
Aug 17, 2018 at 4:06 AM UTC
My momma taught me how to swim,
But I don't know why I am drowning now
Drowning in my own sea of tears
Caused by my untold sad stories
Of the past that keeps on haunting me,
Of the present which tames me into the "supposed-to-be"
And of the future which pressures me to be prepared upon.
My momma taught me not to cry whenever someone hurts me,
But how can I not
When my enemy is myself?
I constantly open my flesh using the silver metal
And the metallic smell of blood makes me feel alive
As the searing pain roar me to life
How can I not cry?
My momma taught me how to help others
That I shouldn't be selfish
That I should adhere to other people's rules
But how can I help them,
When I can't even help myself from tearing apart?
From killing myself slowly?
How can I?
My momma taught me to never surrender
But momma, you never asked my state right now
Why are you crying?
Your tears continuously fall on the glass of my coffin
Momma, your make up is smearing across your face
Momma, momma
The real you!
The real you is revealed
Without those make up, your dark circles showed up
And a tear on your lips became visible!
Momma, momma
I know that dad was beating you too
That's why I chose not to rely on you because I don't want to add up to your burdens.
Momma, I love you good bye.
Aug 12, 2018
Aug 12, 2018 at 6:50 AM UTC
As time ripens my immature mind,
I learned to ponder each of your lies
Pain seared through my veins,
Nausea filled me with good bye.
The forces of the universe
Impatiently tease and lure me into a temptation
As victory tasted sweet no more,
Bitterness wrinkled on my tongue
I gripped your hand so tight,
But rendered it useless
For you forced me to loosen it
How painful it is!
I gave you love, you returned hate
Pleased you with might, you destroyed me by fright
Honored your request, you disgraced me by fault
I endeavoured you to stay, yet you still turned and walked away.
Aug 11, 2018
Aug 11, 2018 at 9:44 PM UTC
We are
Still young
But enjoying
The marriage life
Of the love we have made
Now I am drowning,
Our love still growing
Rooted under the depths of our innocence
As we push our way to eternity
The waves that maneuver our boat
Might not break the paddles
And let's enjoy the temptations of the bridges,
Let's not take the easiest way
Because at the end, it's all worth it.
Apr 13, 2018
Apr 13, 2018 at 10:05 AM UTC
A glass containing worries
Was served in front of me
To my dismay, I threw it away
But I didn't hear a thud
When it reached the ground
So I tilted my head
To see what has happened to the glass
And there, there was a young man
Standing taller than the mountains
He caught the glass
And winked at me
As he walked down the aisle
To reach my hands, my trembling hands
His eyes smiled from ear to ear
Those lovely dimples showed up
And his smile illuminated my darkened world
As he pushed through his way
I stumbled down the alley
I am doomed
I am in the brink of falling in love again
Is he even worth the risk?
Before I was afraid
That I couldn't love again
The way that I have loved you
But look at me now
Standing on my both feet
With broken pieces I raise my hands
I am ready for another war
Ready for another battle
The arena is ready,
So shall us.
Feb 24, 2018
Feb 24, 2018 at 9:41 AM UTC
His body
A canvass of beauty
Painted all the faults
Made by anger
And mistakes
Molded by pain
Shaped by sorrows
But completely loved by the painter.
Even when the rain falls,
Even if the sun rays struck my skin
My beloved ink,
So red and dull
My blood continues to run
Down to my veins,
And spurts out from my naked wrists
My slit wrists.
My beautiful painting,
Adorned with love
Full of hatred for humanity
Torn between fantasy and reality
As the leaves fall down
During summer time
All the fallen leaves
Fly so high
Up above the clouds
By the whisper of gusty winds.
Feb 23, 2018
Feb 23, 2018 at 9:11 AM UTC
Your smiles
Fading away, fading
Away
Kilometers to miles
Fading, fading away
Clock tick tock tick tock
Clicking its hands
Clicking
Tick
Tock
It is vibrating
Screaming
Your name,
Screaming your name
Hoping that you'll hear my plea
My pleas
As I please,
Come home today
Come to me
Come.
Your absence
Strikes me with disappointment
Your presence
Was disgusting
But that was before
But now that
I have finally seen your value
I am missing you
Your absence makes me seek for your presence
Your presence that used to be with me always
Is now long gone
Come back to me
Feb 22, 2018
Feb 22, 2018 at 8:53 AM UTC