Ashton,
Oh Ashton,
You make even the darkest parts of me smile.
Even though you will never notice me,
you make it worth the while.
Ashton,
Oh Ashton,
Pound those drums Hard,
Sing,
Sing your heart out,
dont worry,
ill keep gaurd.
Ashton,
Oh Ashton,
I wish you good Luck,
I watch you at the bottom,
Now you've made your way to the top.
Jan 22, 2015
Jan 22, 2015 at 7:10 AM UTC
You're always so quiet,
barley speaking out.
Keeping to yourself,
but inside you want to scream out.
I know what its like,
to hide all your feelings,
to be afraid of love,
to be in need of healing,
you're inscure,
just like me.
but my darling,
theres no point for you to be.
to me your perfect.
to me your great.
but you dont feel that way,
only thoughts of self hate.
You and I,
We are the same.
both soilders in the war of life,
playing a cruel game.
but one day, we will meet,
and make each other see
that we are perfect for each other,
we are meant to be.
Jan 22, 2015
Jan 22, 2015 at 7:09 AM UTC
Your touch ignites something in me.
It leaves me breathless.
It leaves a sense that I'm still alive and breathing
But you soon leave me cold and winded.
Your smell is what I look for in the air.
I urge for the sent of coffee and cigarettes.
Not the smell of cheap perfume and ***
Your sight is impeccable.
You told me it was love at first sight.
Then straight after you serenading that young waitress with your lies.
Your taste was a delightful bliss.
The feeling of your full lips was my sweet escape.
That's why I expected the cherry lip gloss still lingering from nights before while you thought I was sleeping.
Your hearing is what amazed me the most.
Even though you heard me sobbing constantly into my pillow you ignored.
All you did was give me that reassuring smile that you thought could fix anything.
Oh, were you so ******* wrong.
Jan 21, 2015
Jan 21, 2015 at 7:42 PM UTC
**** you and your opinions of me
**** you and your idea of 'perfection'
**** you and your beautiful life
**** you and your happiness
**** you and you friends
**** you and your girlfriend
**** her for taking you away from me
**** you for making me believe that you actually cared
But **** me more for loving you.
Jan 20, 2015
Jan 20, 2015 at 7:36 PM UTC
Im broken.
Im hurt.
Im dead on the inside.
And just waiting to be set free.
Jan 20, 2015
Jan 20, 2015 at 7:31 PM UTC
Silence fills my ears
Silence fills my head
Silence fills my entire being
But I'm constantly drawn to it
It consumes me
Although it's not the silence itself
It's what lies within it
Im being pulled into the darkness that comes along with the peircing silence
Whatever is lurking througout the darkness and the silence is luring me in
But the darkness slowly starts to become one with me
The silnce slowly fades away as the dark over powers it
Soon enough the beautiful silence is gone and all I am left with is the darkness that will soon over power me as well
But I soon realize that there was never any silcence, only darkness
And the darkness was me.
Jan 20, 2015
Jan 20, 2015 at 7:26 PM UTC