megan-maeWhisper

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EmptyMy head, it's normally flooded. Filled with crazy thoughts, like what books to read, how much longer I have in the three books I haven't finished. Or even the projects I have due in a week, what I have to do to finish them, what I need to do to prepare or present. Sometimes there's a song in my head, and I dance along with the tune until the radio station in my brain picks another melody for me to jam to. I see characters I've created interact, I see worlds of fiction that have to be figments of my imagination simply because they are to spectacular to be real. There are poems dying to be written down, ideas that need to be planted, songs that sing desire and need to be written, and opinions furiously needed to be ranted. / But today my head is empty, nothing seems to be alive. My characters have all gone silent, my opinions are pointless, my project is too hard to focus on, my melodies feel dead. I don't know what to do any more, I don't know what to say. I wish I could simply sleep and refresh and go about my day. But I sit here and write, trying to restart the flow, but the damn dam in my head just wont let my imagination go! / My heart is crying, my eyes are dry, my lips are sighing, while my brain screams WHY! You weren't supposed to leave us, you weren't supposed to die... you should have been with us that night, laughing so hard over game that we cried! You should have created a character, joined in our story line and ruined our themes....but now you're gone, and the only time we will see you is in our dreams.
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Apr 7, 2013
I can't Imagine this...We weren't the best of friends, we didn't talk for hours, we didn't share secrets... No we didn't text all the time, no we didn't laugh at each others jokes. But our Characters did. You were her friend, if you could even call them that. You were the one piece of kindness she saw in that barbaric world. You made sense to her. You also had a bad side, you scared her, she was always afraid of making you mad...but she regretted ever hurting you, she never wanted to see you hurt, she never wanted to make you sad, she would have done everything in her power to not fight you. / She liked you once, until she realized you liked another. She wanted to help you get with the one you liked, even if it meant ruining the relationship of another. She would have given anything to be closer to you, to have been able to tell you how you made her feel. But then the game was over, and the imagining ended. / Months have passed since I last saw you, years in the alternate reality since our characters last spoke. She was heart broken and betrayed, and she screamed for you to help. But help never came. I was too afraid to look strange, I was too afraid to look like I was trying to hard to be your friend...so I never added you on social networks. I never asked for your number, because we rarely talked. You never seemed to want to. You were close to my best friend, and through her I lived out the life of being best friends with you, and that we would talk all day and text... I thought maybe our characters could see each other again, that some thing could start up.
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Apr 6, 2013
*Heart Ripped Out*Heart ripped out / Gut turning painfully / No smiles now, no pretend
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Feb 18, 2013
*Broken*Broken, / I'm so broken... / I'm terrified and locked inside.
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Feb 18, 2013
*Frustration of the Past*Staring at a photograph, / And I wonder if its wrong. / What the heck were we?
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Feb 18, 2013
*Fair Trade?*I am here if you need me / I'd hate to see you mad. / Please forgive me if I'm upset,
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Feb 18, 2013
*Lament*I went out to a bar one night / Just wanting to forget... / The actions and the words you used
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Feb 18, 2013
*I'm getting over it*I'm getting over it... / This ache within my chest. / I'm tired of you saying lies...
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Feb 18, 2013
Simply a RantYou don't understand what makes me so upset. You honestly seem to think that nothing's wrong. When have I ever, and I mean EVER, gave you a short answer to anything? / You are simply blind. / Best friend? Best friend!? Can you fucking hear me now? I'm screaming out in silence until you hear a sound - and you don't figure that there's anything wrong.
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Feb 18, 2013
Untitled.2Lost. / What does that mean any more? / Lost in the moment?
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Feb 18, 2013
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