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my deepest affection...You will not get to know me that way. . . I am truely sorry, but I have no games to play- I am an open book without a single ounce of shame. And I will not be another lessoned learned. I cannot take back my yesterdays or press stop to rewind- I cannot give you tomorrow it's just a lie we all use to get off- it's like unconditional... ya, it's just mostly made up. / So please just keep away from me. Your hopefull eyes make my stomach turn and my fucking head ache. You're just the random blanket I pulled from a forgotten closet shelf- You keep me warm for an hour at best. / Don't get mad as I shrug you off me, watching as you hit the floor. Did you think I'd fold you up nicely, put you back as you were?
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Aug 26, 2011
not like thiSI am exhausted, tired to my very bone, I am weak from not eating. My muscles are sore-my knots bundled tight… I do not have much to give and for the first time- I do not have much fight. / I have this bad habit of seeing what I want- being blinded by that smile- the one she gives me that curves my mouth at the slightest thought or touch… instead of seeing that person or situation for exactly what it was- and I am just simply… not what she wants. / And I am not going to say it doesn’t hurt- because it does- it hurts more than I thought it would. Do you owe me something? How about a proper good bye- Do you owe me something? Alright fair enough- No baby you owe me nothing- my mistake, I thought you were my friend, although I still believe you to be- you just have a complicated way of showing me at times.
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Aug 26, 2011
dirtbaGWhen I find someone who makes me smile it's hard, but I understand why you go. I am a dirt bag, the lowest of lows. Im just trying to keep this smile you bring, like I said it's hard but I will let you leave. / I want a taste of passion biting on the edge of bliss, waking up to that smile and living for that one girls kiss. These moments I share might as well be a pebble in water, at first the ripples are close and then they grow farther and farther. / Your actions speek loud, louder than your words, but then again you don't say much, you have no voice to be heard.
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Aug 26, 2011
You're fucking grosSI have watched the destruction you cause at every turn / Sneaking about like a diseased rodent in the night / Rummaging through all your neighbor’s trash
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Aug 26, 2011
jUsT LikE YoUCan you give me one look of recognition / Just one kind word, how about a statement- / yes I believe in you.
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Aug 26, 2011
who wants that?We both keep saying we are not girlfriend kind of girls... both afraid to be anything but first choice - / wanting to be pursued- to be treated with respect, yes we want to be number one and treated like the best. / So what if I told you I'd do my best to keep the smiles coming, nights filled with thrills and heat, a touch so passionate it keeps you cumming, emotion's simple conversation fun and witty, plus arms strong enough to hold you making sure you sleep easy. How close would you let me get, how deep inside you would you allow me to go? what if I said I wanted all of you and in return i'd let down my guard and give you my heart?
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Aug 26, 2011
a favorite boOkI am going to focus / I am going to get it right / I want you, but just know
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Aug 26, 2011
cant breathWhen he looks at me, I know he's looking past and imaging someone eles face... / Not because he doesn't love me, but the darkness of his mind knows its wrong and heats him up, to fuck me and think of her or him... / Bad, so bad, he doesn't denie himself pleasure...
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Aug 26, 2011
washing you from my wombWhy when you know, the same thing will happen to you... do we subject ourselves to leason's already learned, roads you have already walked? Why do we live it over and over again until you no longer learn from it ?Whens its burned into your flesh as a map that you just retrace beacuse you don't know how to do anything eles. How do you learn the truth? Stop the cycle? He's lieing, i know he is, i knew he would, and still i fought for him. I hurt someone i loved and cared about, my friend... For what? to take on his shity fantasy, to know when he lies,and to turn the other way? to carry the weight of his faults and have them passed on to be my own? Tuesday i go to remove you completely from my body and wash away the stain you have left inside my womb. I walk away from you, the walking dead, you will not be the end of my heart!I am the mother fucking pheinox and you are just the ashes, that i leave behind at my feet. Your sickness stops with me.
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Aug 26, 2011
Walk on...We walk down the road. You left her behind to talk with me. I put the world off to talk with you. We sit under the tree's and breath the other in. We look at the other with the possibility hanging over our heads. We talk of life and love, but we never cross that line. / We walk on... / At first it was to much. I tried to swallow my feelings. I finally broke, and wrote it all down in a letter. You gave it back to me and it broke my heart. You did not even speak of it. I trusted you enough to let you into my head, my heart. To see all my truths, to see me. I woke up the next day and I was over you.
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Aug 26, 2011
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