Damaris ZA

Damaris ZA Sep 2018

a soft look, was drawn to my direction
blushed cheeks, came towards me; that filled my madness
a single touch, in every part that i could handle from you
letting, every part of you in me..
just to repeat the moment
again.
and again.

It's something I find myself doing; is letting everything happen now so that in the future I repeat the memory again and again

#flustered #love #again #needed #yes #memory #you #him

Damaris ZA Aug 2018

stop.

I did't feel your love when you held me.
I did't feel your pride when you praise me.
I did't feel your protection when you got on me.
I did't feel you mercy when you I told you to stop.
I only felt your aggravation.

I can't find hope in you but rather anger..

#stop #hurt #sorry #failure #pain #done

Damaris ZA Jul 2018

intimate

he told me it'll be fine.
as he grabbed my waist.
pulling it closer to his.
poking fingers through it.
he found a sweet spot.
opening it wider to get it in.
he thrusted.

#fantasy #pain #pleasure #lust #feelings #you #alone #secrets

Damaris ZA Jun 2018

untitled

being held in your arms gives me
security
being held in your arms brings me
hope
being held in your arms makes me
flustered
being held in your arms means
to lose everything
being held in your arms is
rebelling
being held in your arms has
to be fate

...

when i am not held in you arms.
i bring doubt.
i lose purpose.
i create insanity.
i long for desire.
i mean nothing

There's no point in asking for forgiveness if I was destined to die tomorrow.

#hope #whatnext #shattered #tears #loathe

Damaris ZA Apr 2018

everything.

Step by step
Into the silhouettes of failure.
And letting it sallow me whole.
For that is who I am.
Nothing.

Everything that means so much to me has no value for I am nothing, to this world.

#failure #chances #despair #trust

Damaris ZA Mar 2018

tolerance

a stone
             that falls
                              down a
                                               hill,
                                                        rolls.
a mind
                that escapes
                                        reality,
                                                       exceeds.
but a
           heart that
                              bleeds out
                                                   tolerance,
                                                                     breaks.

#abused #emotions #brokeness

Damaris ZA Feb 2018

pressured.

to do everything to your liking
because the feeling of your disapproval...
                                                                                              it shatters me.
excelling in every aspect
of my life.
                                                                    to be able to get close to you,
having to do every one of your desires
to belong in your arms.
                                                                                  letting everything go
to make you proud of me.
putting my problems in silence
                                                                                        to help your own.

"The best way to get hurt; is by bleeding in silence."-D.Z.-A.

#pressured #used #disapproval