SB - Hello Poetry

SB Oct 2017

The world is a giant corner to sustain on
It blends into a fragment of little things to make it look impeccable
A petite of agony a dash of joy and all hints to be okay
Touring the field of your corner you ought to taste every share of it
All sums up to look like vanilla honeyed candy
Always delightful from a distance and perfumed when handy
When the flowers get cross-pollinated
That's when you witness new species in life
You cherish few you hate some but have to swallow them and drive
Not all the moments will be fascinating
Not all the moments will be rough
But you need to march on solid
Even when fear checkmates you
Even when an infant's smile can make you feel butterflies
Even when you are surprised by blowing the candles at midnight
Even when your cot has tasted yout tears regularly
Halt, Stand and Breath put up an act of grin
Pretend to be okay

SB Oct 2017

Abandoned

Abandoned at labour by my folks
The only thing inquired by my mind
WHY ME?
Abandoned facing the blackboard
The only thing comes to my mind
It will be fine
Abandoned in an academy
The only thing replays in my mind
I am strong and shall take it all
Abandoned at my post
The only thing echoes in my mind
Its a phase I will defeat
But conditions switched in a flash
The feeling is unfamiliar and precise
Finally, I am being accepted
Finally, my opinion is countered
Finally, I have an ally by to glare at the midnight sky
Finally, my frozen yogurt is opted to taste
Finally, I have someone to quarrel along
Finally, my munchies is divided amid a screenplay
Just when I dreamt for the puzzle to be complete
I felt a nudge while asleep, awaken to sight you part the course
Abandoned by my accomplice
The only thing reruns my mind
I will gradually march as experienced in the past
Abandoned by the creator himself
The only thing whispered by my mind
WHY ME?
I am drained of being castigated for a felony that's not my very own
I don't deserve this as I followed your decorum
I command a reason for the warmth received
Till what stretch will abandon accompany me
Abandoned ... for eternity

SB Oct 2017

SUPERMAN

A little lassie constantly wanted to shoot for the sky
Tasting the silver lining was the only thing on her mind
The notion excited her soul when she gazed him in her funny books
On Christmas Eve the secret Santa made her wish come true
For the first time, the red cape with her initials graved lifted her spirits high
All her attempts were to impersonate him from dusk to dawn running around
Just like SUPERMAN she flaunted her red cape desired to jump high
As she aged, his posters covered her block her time was invested in gathering his articles
Now she wanted to be with him forevermore
As the idea was absurd she outset to look for his double the one who would own her globe and abide to shield it
The one in red cape and krypton afraid was nowhere to be seen
The exploration came to an end when she realized that the SUPERMAN she was looking must be on another planet
Trying to save his dying Krypton unaware about her existence
But she decided to rest ... perhaps someday her Superman will stopover his new cosmos

SB Oct 2017

Something belongs to me but its not mine

From the time I was a fan of fairytale
I dreamt of you every night
Every morning I woke up I prayed for you to be mine
Then came a day when everything was seen with open eyes
Flaunting the glass shoes, holding a glass of red wine
Red carpet entrance in white dress riding a carriage
Star gazed by the audience walking down the aisle
Amused it was time to strike off the wish from the bucket list
It was perfect hour, time to recite the vows
Pledging for the eternity, to be each other's permanently
Gut felt the butterflies as everything was precise
The enchanted spell was uttered, the magical words "I Do" reran their world
For the first time, I could witness happily ever after come true
Old habits die hard ... a peck was placed on the forehead
The piece of stone was traded, the first dance on favourite song was shared
Everything was flawless did not want the clock to strick twelve
Yearning to relive every minute again... the dress, shoes and the wine
Walking down the aisle beaming in your eyes posing opposite you
Demanding to live the moment instead of looking from far behind
All should belong to me and all should be mine

SB Oct 2017

Shadow

A shadow always followed me ...
When I was a little girl, I fell off a tree my mum was not around to dust my bruise but a shadow followed me
That's when we first met when I turned three
It revealed as a guardian angel who was assigned just for me
First-day at school I cried because parting drove me crazy
But there it was making me smile telling me everything will be fine
We played together it helped me find me ally
As the cravings were satisfied, always wished for everybody to smile
Right when everything felt pleasant
A rupture tore us apart, even when I was coated in filth it did not come over to comfort
It watched me from farness stabbed bleed cry, also left me to die but did not come forth to make me smile
My belief in it turned fable alike fiction portrayed by a painter
I fumbled when wakened tried to gain conscious
Unable to recall my own smile I strived to recoup it to my being
No longer witnessed at distance either
I fated to walk the path alone forced to stand on my own
Hoped for it to reunite but was deceived by my belief
Unable to decide if my prayers are delayed or declined
Oh, GOD! Please be my guardian angel again and bring back my happy times

SB Sep 2017

PAIN

The pain you cant bear anymore
Surrounded by the crowd you were at my sight
Eyed at you from distance and sensed the pain concealed in your eyes
With every brick lifted a piece of heart was detached
With the deepest dark secrets revealed I felt slight alleviation in your eyes
Just when I thought everything was neat the pain in your eyes was recalled
You rebuild the barrier to hallucinate
But I had to withdraw and show you the sun
Standing strong and lighting up the entire world
Little did I know the other side still in nightfall
Fighting with the pain you cant bear anymore
While I prayed everything to be fine fear dominated your spine humiliating you till you succumb
Eyed from distance I could see the concealed pain visit again
I tried to share your pain as it is impossible to take it away
The walls were at the peak unable to even peep
Searching for the door hoping for some generosity
Wrapped in red ribbon defeat was gifted to me
To find the dents of your smile I will battle the deity and the demon let alone the world
Will not drop the anchor until I become a chunk of your hallucination
As long as I breathe my ambition will be to reside with yours concealed pain

SB Sep 2017

Stand by my side

Just for once stand by my side
No tags or ties ... only you by my side
I know I am crazy and unbearable sometimes but have a heart of gold if required
I always have a pasted smile only because I am scared to be left behind
Feeling of being judged haunts me all night long and that's why I try to fit in others shoe right
Standing strong for everybody to lean on, covered in makeup so nobody can inspect me marred
To find the objective of the never-ending journey I need somebody to stand by my side
Stay strong or be crazy just like me but just for once stand by my side
No tags or ties ... only you by my side
Maybe the pain of being stabbed will be gone
Maybe I will learn to survive the deplorable
Maybe acceptance will overtake my world
Maybe for once ... just stand by my side
No tags or ties only you by my side ...