Sometimes when I'm tired,
I'll think that I don't want to exist
This life is suffering, striving,
And why should I continue
I hate the life I've made.
But there are other things
There are dreams
There is presence
There is support
There is beauty
When I'm in these things,
I don't think life is suffering.
I think issues can be managed
I don't think, really.
I just love.