If flesh and bone battle scares alone make you uncomfortable
You could not handle a sneak peek into my soul
How do I manage the impossible?
Your guess is as good as mine, that's all I know
Never as easy as saying no though

I also know what I don't know but sometimes too afraid of the weakness I know it will show
So I can't let you or anyone else know
I don't know how I let myself stoop so low
I hate it here, basking in the dumpster fires glow
I had time, it's a flash fire but the build up is slow
Never as easy as letting go through

©2023

all the words to express the feelings
all the feelings i am expressing
pointed you
propel me in the
direction of your fantasies
letting  me to exist in your speculations
The day I met you
was the day I understood
how frightening being apart can be.

I saw you at you worst
I know all your worst sides
But I still think you are the best
So please stay with me forever
At my worst till I become
YOUR BEST

Hey boy
I told my heart that  
Every time I looked into your eyes
You made me feel how it is to be in paradise......
So don't let that words break
And let my heart bleed 💔

I am just looking at the moon  
It reminds me of you
I was crying for you
and then suddenly
he also left me alone .......

I am falling apart
because of you
and for your love
I look up to you
With all the love i have for you
And with my heart in the hands
Thought you will get me
But you look the other way
And you throw out my heart
I fell down deep and
Never found my way back
But you were happy
And I was lost........

I know your love is
Deeper than ocean
Higher than mountains
But I just don't know
How to swim and
How to fly
I am trying hard
To learn
How to swim and
How to fly together
With you and
To give you back
The love that is
Twice deeper than ocean
And twice higher than mountains to you

You are a storm
Everything was quite and dark
Before you came into my life
And then everything
Was so bright when you are with me  
And suddenly everything Was dark again
On the day you left
Just like the storm
You came quietly
Disturbed my life
Made me fall in love with you
Then you left quietly ......

Remember the place
Where you left me
I am still there
Waiting for you
All you wrote
Was just a goodbye
I am still hoping
One day u will just
Find the way back "HOME"

I can resist Anything
For you But not you
I can lose everything
For you But not you
I just Wana create stories
With you and
Tell them when I am old
Together with you