**** me.
Words calmly exiting my mouth
Staring you dead in the eyes
My feeble form reflected
Within your teary blue eyes
I can see myself
Collapsed on the floor
No strength left in my body
No will left to fight anymore
You're holding it
Firmly in your hand
The sharp edged blade
Its so cold and so smooth
My crimson red blood dripping down
You're standing in horror
Unable to make a sound
Towering above me
The bathroom is silence
As my words echo throughout
You're shaking with such anger
With such confusion and doubt
W h y
You say in the most fragile voice
Its like you're the one breaking
I thought you would rejoice
Because you're the only one who can do it
The only one who can help me
The air around us tightens
Surrounding us with pressure
Its making me breathless
He's the only one who can put me together
I'm staring him down
I'm just a void of emotion
No visible feelings
Its so clear that I'm broken
**** me.
I repeat
He falls to his knees
He crawls over to me
Holds me within his embrace
Squeezing me tightly
As if I am to disappear
Before whispering quietly
We can get through this
Get through this together
My tears begin to pour
As my mask begins to break
Pain and sadness overwhelms me
All the cuts and scars begin to ache
But I was relieved
As he knew the truth behind what I said
That my desperate plea was for help
Rather then wanting to be dead
He knew
That while I sat there
Holding tightly
onto that blade
That while I was screaming **** me
He heard the words Heal me
He knew the true meaning behind all the words that I said
As while I was screaming **** me, He heard the words heal me instead
