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As my gaze falls upon his face
The rhythm of my heart increases
Beating hard as though
It wants to escape my body

The sound of his voice
Ignites a wild fire in me
The louder he gets
Feels like he is mocking me

My reaction towards him
Is not due to the fact that Im shaken
But because of the burning fury
Within the deepest parts of my ember

All the bad things that could harm him
Rushes through my mind vividly
And I know they are almost impossible
Even so I can only hope
That he pays for the pain he has caused.
π™²πšŠπš•πš•πš’πš—πš 𝚘𝚞𝚝, πš’πšœ πš–πš’ πšœπš˜πšžπš•,
𝚝𝚘 πšπš‘πšŽ πšπš’πšŸπš’πš—πšŽ πš πš’πšπš‘ 𝚊 πš™πš•πšŽπšŠ.
π™°πšœ πš›πš’πšπš‘πš πšπš›πš˜πš– πš–πš’ πšπš˜πš›πš–,
πšŠπš—πš˜πšπš‘πšŽπš› πšπš›πšŽπšŠπš– πšŒπš˜πš–πšŽπšœ 𝚝𝚘 πš•πšŽπšŠπšŸπšŽ.

𝙸 𝚠𝚊𝚜 πšπšŠπšœπš‘πš’πš˜πš—πšŽπš πš’πš— πšπš‘πšŽ πš πšŠπš”πšŽ,
𝚘𝚏 πšœπšπšŠπš›πš•πš’πšπš‘πšβ€™πšœ πš™πšŽπš›πšπšŽπšŒπšπšŽπš π™ΆπšŠπš£πšŽ,
𝚈𝚎𝚝 𝙸 πšπš πšŽπš•πš• πšπš‘πšŽ πšπšŽπš™πšπš‘πšœ within
πš–πšžπš•πšπš’πš™πš•πš’πšŒπš’πšπš’'𝚜 πšŽπš—πšπš•πšŽπšœπšœ πš–πšŠπš£πšŽ.

πš†πšŠπšœ 𝙸 πš—πš˜πš πš‹πš˜πš›πš— πš πš’πšπš‘ πšŸπš’πšπš˜πš›
πšπš˜πš› πšπš‘πšŽ long πš’πš—πšπš’πš—πš’πšπšŽ πšŒπš•πš’πš–πš‹?
𝙸 πšŠπš– πš‹πšžπš›πš’πšŽπš πš’πš— my πšœπš˜πš›πš›πš˜πš .
𝙸 πšŠπš– πšœπš™πš•πš’πš—πšπšŽπš 𝚊𝚝 my πšœπš™πš’πš—πšŽ.

πš‚πš‘πšŠπš›πšπšœ 𝚘𝚏 πš–πš’πš—πš remain πšœπšŒπšŠπšπšπšŽπš›πšŽπš.
My πšŒπš‘πšŠπš˜πšπš’πšŒ πš πš˜πš›πš” 𝚘𝚏 πšŠπš›πš,
It πš‹πšŽπšŠπš›πšœ πš–πš’ shaky πšœπš’πšπš—πšŠπšπšžπš›πšŽ
πš πš›πš’πšπšπšŽπš— πš’πš— πš’πšπšœ failing πš‘πšŽπšŠπš›πš.

π™»πšŽπš πš–πšŽ 𝚐𝚊𝚣𝚎 πš’πš—πšπš˜ πšπš‘πšŽ πš™πšŠπš›πšŠπšπš˜πš‘
𝚘𝚏 my πšŠπšπšπšŽπš›πš•πš’πšπšŽ'𝚜 πš›πš’πšπšŽ.
π™΄πšŸπšŽπš›πš’ πšπš•πšžπš‘ πš‹πšŠπš›πš’πš—πš a πš•πš’πšπš‘πš,
𝚌𝚊𝚜𝚝𝚜 a πšπšŠπš›πš”πš—πšŽπšœπšœ πš’πš— πš–πš’ πšœπš’πšπš‘πš.

πšƒπš‘πš˜πšžπšπš‘ π™Έπš– πšœπšŽπšŸπšŽπš›πšŽπš πš•πš’πš”πšŽ the πš•πšŠπš—πš
πšπš›πš˜πš– the 𝚜𝚝𝚊𝚝𝚎 πš˜πš› πšπš’πš›πš πšπš›πš˜πš– πš–πš˜πšžπš—πš.
𝙸 πšœπšŽπšŽπš” 𝚊 πš™πš•πšŠπšŒπšŽ 𝚘𝚏 πš™πšŽπšŠπšŒπšŽ, πš”πš—πš˜πš πš—.
πš†πš‘πšŽπš›πšŽ πšœπš˜πšžπš•πšœ 𝚐𝚘 𝚝𝚘 πš‹πšŽ πšπš˜πšžπš—πš

π™Ύπš‘, πš’πš–πš–πš˜πš›πšπšŠπš• πšπš˜πš›πšŒπšŽ divine,
Gift my 𝚏𝚊𝚝𝚎 πšπš›πš˜πš– πš’πš— πš’πš˜πšžπš› πš‘πšŠπš—πš.
π™²πšŠπšœπš πš’πš down in𝚝𝚘 πšπš‘πš’πšœ body
πšπš‘πšŠπš πš’πšœ πšœπšπšŠπš—πšπš’πš—πš 𝚊𝚝 πšŒπš˜πš–πš–πšŠπš—πš.

π™·πš˜πš  𝙸 πšπšŽπšŠπš› πšŽπšŠπšŒπš‘ 𝚍𝚊𝚒 that's 𝚌𝚊𝚜𝚝,
Living only to πšœπš‘πšŠπšπšπšŽπš› πš–πš’ πšπš›πšŠπš–πšŽ.
𝙸 am at odds. I'm a division.
I am a soul πš πš’πšπš‘πš˜πšžπš 𝚊 πš—πšŠπš–πšŽ.

DeπšŠπšπšŽπš—πš’πš—πš πšœπš’πš•πšŽπš—πšŒπšŽ, let it πš™πšŽπš’πš›πšŒπšŽ
πš–πš’ πšœπšŒπš›πšŽπšŠπš–s πšπš›πš˜πš– πš πš‘πšŽπš›πšŽ 𝚒𝚘𝚞 πšπš πšŽπš•πš•,
𝙸 πš”πš—πš˜πš  𝚒𝚘𝚞 can see the πš•πš’πšπš‘πš πš’πšœ
πš‹πšžπš›πš—πš’πš—πš πš‹πš›πš’πšπš‘πš πšπš›πš˜πš– in πš–πš’ πš‘πšŽπš•πš•.

And wπš’πšπš‘ πšŽπšŸπšŽπš›πš’ πšπš›πšŽπšŠπšπšŽπš πš‹πš›πšŽπšŠπšπš‘,
π™Όπš’ πšŸπš˜πš’πšŒπšŽ πšπš›πšŽπš–πš‹πš•πšŽπšœ πš πš’πšπš‘ 𝚊 πšœπš’πšπš‘,
Gift my life to meet your eyes.
L𝚎𝚜𝚝 πš–πš’πš—πšŽ πšŒπš›πš’ on, πš‹πš’ πšŠπš—πš πš‹πš’.
Climbing and descending winding hills and mountain ranges,
Crossing valleys, threading through narrow paths,
Blowing through twisted branches and soft leaves,
Raising flags, straining stubborn masts,
Pushing heavy clouds, tearing the darkened sky,
Driving restless currents and seas β€”
Overcoming the void.

But at times, it quiets into a gentle breeze,
Giving way to comforting stillness,
To the humid silence of a blazing day,
To the star-strewn, domed moonlit night,
To the morning bathed in ascending sun.

Among agitations, flows, pauses, rhythms and courses,
In a delirious tempo of surges and setbacks,
Time dwells β€”
In the moment, the age, the occasion,
In cycles that return like seasons,
Like the expectation of light in the auroras.

Entwined with feelings,
It arises in the fleeting peak of joy,
Like an eternal farewell embrace;
In the echoing longing of an instant,
Like the anguish of a vibrant memory;
In the stifling anxiety of what’s to come,
Like an agonizing rush of adrenaline;
In the fear that paralyzes and silences,
Like the despairing terror of war;
In the fleeting rest of happiness,
Like a lasting repose of gentle promises;
In the scars left by conflict,
Like intrigue nurtured by indifference;
In the forgiveness that wounds and frees,
Yet leaves murmuring scars.

Time flows through it all,
Sometimes dragging, sometimes rushing through
The passing hours β€”
Impersonal, unending,
Like the changing landscape;
At times intimate and brief,
Like the clearing of thoughts
That only time knows how to overcome.
This poem arose from a brief reflection on time and the desire to try to translate it into words β€” I don’t know if that’s truly possible, but I hope it resonates with someone, somehow.
I loved you the first time
I loved you the last time
Mon amour, your eyes, like a peacock feather kissed by the sun, glancing between emerald and sapphire, as if nature blessed your eyes with petrichor and the scent of endless blue.

Hair like wheat fields, a lion's mane swirled with amber and gold.
Curls soft and elegant
Unadorned but intricate

You stood with peau beige skin
Warm but yet so cold and unsure
It glimmers in the sun, ivory white
Unbleached, untouched.

You werent just perfect, your heart was as kind as the first rain after a drought, gentle, soaking into the cracks.
Love soft, kind, Agape and selfless.
All the things you do, the ways you move, they send me straight to heaven.
This is my first poem being posted on hello poetry, I honestly don't know how to use this.
I wrote this poem while drinking a Latte at 2am and thinking abt my first love so yeah
Above the black, I'm trapped beneath the white.
Time slips away, past my distracted sight.
My mind, clusters all of my pain and my fright,
They tangle as one with life's cold endless night.

I reach for stars that used to guide, used to teach.
As I Begged for my cleansing while soaking in bleach.
I trusted in the magic of the moon, now I see.
It's nothing more than a rock, that I know I can't reach.

My Quantum perceptions, once clear as the day,
Elude from my vision, like dreams, they drift away.
Every feeling is just harsh. Each thought runs astray,
My body outlives the suffering my spirit's slow decay.

Hung swaying, for all to see, can't live a disguise.
My Agony is screaming, but at a deaf, silent sky.
Through fractured, foggy lenses, I see only hidden lies.
The cosmos entrapped behind the cage of my eyes.

Emotions do not live past the span of human life.
The universe continues, far past our demise,
To a divine destination. Our progress will be forgotten.
Emotions deemed redundant. Our egos will lay rotten.

All else has true purpose, even without eyes to see it.
Or emotions to feel it. Or belief to give it reason.  
No matter who believes it. Time lives, never freezes.
An endless puzzle shrouded by he, who designed the pieces.

I struggle just to get clean cause my demons are not leaving.
I have fought for a belief, to find there's nothing in believing.
Something stealing all the meaning and replacing it with feelings.
Terrored dreams keeping me screaming, pleading with the ceiling.
There was stillness, all was held in place.
Untouched beneath the world’s design.
Particles drifted in quantum space.
Slates unmarked by hand or time.

Trauma struck as it cracked, it would stir.
The mind betrayed and the self, unmade.
A tremor passed like my whispers slurred.
And from my depths, the void would invade.

fractured pulses spread and came apart.
The fixed quantum law began to bend.
Reality unravels, alongside the heart,
broken strands of thought began to descend.

Screamed echoes take a visual shape.
Waves collide in the fractured pulses.
What once was whole, begins breaking down.
Protections kept, now stripped from their holsters.Β Β 

Energies spin untethered, unbound.
The self just dissolves, with no grip to keep.
The sky starts crying with quantum sound.
as shadows stretch by a time growing deep.

The mind, a mirror, shattered and gold.
Reflecting a new empty void from within it.
Each thought disperses and shatters its mold.
Where once was trust, now grows resentment.

A field of force has been left unstable.
Blackening a heart that is no longer true.
Where once was love, now hate fragmented.
The self, adrift. Forced to weather through.

In my withering thought, the echoes still roam.
Their dreamscape heaven has been swept away.
The pulse of life now hardened to stone.
My silhouette dwells in the shades of gray.

And still when my skies cry with quantum sound,
The whimpers of essence frowning frail and thin.
The hope that was pure can no longer he found.
The self is restricted from all it might have been.

♦ Đerek Ξ›braxas ♦
Hex Apr 24
I longed to see her eyes, the way she smiled
No other soul could catch my gaze or appeal my eyes.
I only ever wanted her, no reason, no disguise.
But love, it seems, is sometimes lost, no matter how one tries.
Andrew Apr 24
I wore apathy like armor
but cracked every time you looked at me
like I was worth being seen.

Even now I blamed timing.
As if clocks are crueler than my own hesitation.
As if love didn’t stand right in front of me
and wait with open hands
as mine stayed tucked in pockets.

I convinced myself I was unworthy
before anyone else had the chance to.
I set fire to every almost
just to say β€œsee, it was never going to last”
like that made it less my fault.

Still, I write this like it mattersβ€”
like this confession changes anything.
But all it does
is remind me
that I had everything
and still chose nothing.
Just a short venting poem about my personal frustration with how I handle things.
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