You know
Iām still afraid of crowded placesāĀ Ā
My steps,Ā Ā
Echoes,Ā Ā
On the staircase,Ā Ā
Past all those faces,Ā Ā
But I couldnāt find yours.Ā Ā
Bunny rabbits,Ā Ā
I name after you,Ā Ā
Visit in the summer.Ā Ā
I should've found you,Ā Ā
I dreamt of you again,
Sitting by the window,Ā Ā
Reading newspapers, drinking coffee.Ā Ā
My red dress, my broken heart,Ā Ā
The end of a momentāĀ Ā
Sunny skies, as bright as your eyes.Ā Ā
I miss your laughter on the phone.Ā Ā
You know,
Iām still scared of needles,Ā Ā
But I loved your tattoos and piercingsāĀ Ā
It's a heavy heart,Ā Ā
Hard to carry,Ā Ā
Hard to bear these days.Ā Ā
You baked bread inside of war,Ā Ā
And somehow, it always tasted like home.Ā Ā
Your drawings, my officeā
Sunflowers and sunshine,Ā Ā
As if secrets were shared with honeybees,Ā Ā
Revealing:
How to grow in the dark,Ā Ā
How to find better days.Ā Ā
The card you made,Ā Ā
Ripped to pieces, taped back togetherāĀ Ā
All thatās left are shades of gray.Ā Ā
When the wind rises,Ā Ā
Do dandelions carry the soul?Ā Ā
In FebruaryāĀ Ā
When I sit and whisper affectionsĀ Ā
To graves,Ā Ā
I watch them grow.Ā Ā
Someday,Ā Ā
When the wind rises,Ā Ā
Will dandelions carry my soul to you?
Dedicated to lost loved ones