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mysterie Sep 8
i miss your gaze on me!
i miss your voice!
i miss your hair!
i miss the way you'd walk into a room like you owned the place!

i miss your stupid face.
it's so dumb!

because i didn't hurt you.

it's the other way around.

and im still recovering
from what you did.

why do i miss your stupid face?


... i don't know.
don't ask.

i miss it.
i miss you.
i miss us.
i just miss it all.

i know i shouldn't.

but i can't help it.

... i miss your stupid face.
date wrote: 8/9
wanted to write something inspired by wetby dazey and the scouts.. i think this is perfect. because we all miss someone we shouldn't. someone who wronged us.
alyas haise Sep 7
siguro, kinailangan ko
na mamatay ang aking
personang nananabik
sa pananambang ng
taksil na kagaya ****
walang paninindigan,
para makasama ko
ang nanumbalik na isip,
ang misyong itinakda,
at gisingin ang mga
may prinsipyo, mula
sa bulok **** mundo.
Sorelle Aug 31
Bone resembles glass in my chest
Remembering your weight
I folded the light inside my ribs
Until it snapped into a cage
The air is a mirror
And you are not reflected in it
Every corridor I walk hums
With the absence you carved
Trust rotted
Left fingerprints in my veins
I traced them with ice
Fingers frozen into claws
That caught nothing
The soft part of me
Was a city you razed
Now the rubble has its own pulse
And it beats without a sound
I wear the memory of you
Like a shard pressed into skin
And it hurts so precisely
That the wound is elegance
Nothing passes through
Nothing touches
Nothing bends
Even grief is a machine I dismantled
And stacked into neat towers
Inside the hollow of my throat
I do not bleed
I do not wait
I do not hope
Even fear folds into itself
Before it reaches me
Every echo of your voice
Is a fossil
Every warmth you left
Is a blueprint for winter
The world moves around me
And I am a cage that nobody owns
The frost in my lungs
Has learned its own gravity
You left nothing
I built everything from the absence
Ash is stronger than flesh
Silence sharper than a knife
And I will carry it all
Without ever opening the door Again
A fortress of ash and clawed bones
Nothing enters
Nothing leaves
Nothing survives unscathed
Justice Aug 31
The man who haunts my every hour
If you’re not dead, then why must your spirit whisper my name?
For why must a fruit taste so sour?

The embodiment of my pain
Embodiment of what you ripped from my flesh to save yourself
Maybe one day I’ll haunt you the same

You’ll see me in her smile
You’ll feel me in her embrace
Why is it with her you go the extra mile?

You threw me to the wolves to steal my soul
They skinned me apart limb by limb while you watched and joined
Was leaving me for dead your goal?

Limping through the mud I saw nothing but darkness
Cries for help masked simply by crickets and frogs
What did I do so wrong to deserve this moment of weakness?

Used for your own guilty pleasures
Tossed out like a bag of bones, fossilizing in the imprint you left
I knew we were destined for fate, I wish I’d taken different measures

Piece me back together, make me whole again
Somebody, something, release me from this hold
If I’m incapable of finding myself, then what then?

Then I saw it, a door to the other side
A glimmer of hope shadowed my despair
The tears that pooled my eyes soon dried

“Come with me” said the invisible force
I gained the strength to stand up and step through the light
I leave behind the shadows, a hopeful course

“Your journey starts anew, you must leave the past behind”
“How must I leave the past behind when my thoughts cast awry?” Said I
"Embrace the present moment, peace you'll find”

With that I took the invisible hand
Awakened with the newfound feeling of peace, in promised land
Sorelle Aug 30
You were my skin
My bones
My voice
Every crooked part I let you hold
"I'm gone"
Two words
A knife right through
With practiced precision
Do you know how heavy betrayal is
When it smells like trust?
I'm twisted around our memories
A coil of hands and voices
You left dangling midair
I can't breathe
I can't think
You're everywhere
Inside my chest
In my throat
Gnawing
Twisting
I wanted you to stay
I wanted the safe place
I built inside you to be real
I wanted you
I wanted you
I wanted you
I don't want another beginning
I don't want to fold myself
Into someone else's hands
Just to get shredded again
I wanted everything
And it broke me anyway
I hate it
The way I love you
The way I can’t erase you
The way it cost my sanity
While you carry nothing
I don’t want anyone else
I can’t
I won’t
I can’t go through this again
I won’t survive it
You’re gone
Every fiber aches for someone who
Walked away unscathed
The body screaming in silence
-Sorelle
Reece Aug 29
In every field of roses,
There is one that is golden.
It shimmers and glimmers in the light,
From the Sun in the morn, and the Moon at night.
Its petals are glamorous.
Sometimes they reside inside a forest.

There’s always a bee,
For every golden rose.
The hive sees nothing,
Only the chosen bee knows.
A game played since time began,
The game of love, where few seem to win in the end.

He had found his golden rose,
They had grown rather close.
Her golden hair sparkled in the light,
Whether throughout the day or at night.
She was…glamorous,
And they bought a house near a forest.
Life seemed to be going well,
He had her and never thought of anyone else.
But sometimes bees cheat at fate’s game,
And the golden rose was a victim of this plague.

The bee came home one night,
Light emanated from the bedroom.
The bee opened the door,
And he lost everything that he could lose.
His golden rose was with another,
They had been together all night.
Evidence all o’er the floor and the king-sized bed.
They were in the bathroom,
Showering with the new, pristine shower head.

The bee had been played for a fool,
False gold covered the rose he was devoted to.
All at once, her shimmer faded away,
Her petals wilted as they decayed.
The rival bee held onto the rose,
As he kissed her on the nose,
The fool had been planning to propose,
To his supposed…golden rose.

For every bee there is a golden rose,
But there are many fakes, covered in fool’s gold.
They crush the bee, make them lose their wings,
And leave nothing but heartache that stings.
Don't be fooled by the fool's gold.
Sorelle Aug 28
What are we now?
A half-buried sentence
A message delivered to
The wrong address
I reach for you and touch nothing
I hate the squatter in my skull
Your voice pacing my corridors
Your face nailed to the
Backs of my eyelids
You’re gone
But I still wear your fingerprints
Like burns
The safest place I ever knew
Has collapsed
The walls I leaned against
Are rubble in my throat
I gag on dust
I choke on your ghost
Everyone tells me to “move on,”
Like it’s just a switch I forgot to flick
But your absence is marrow-deep
It hums through bone
A phantom limb jerking at nothing
I want to amputate the thought of you
But the blade keeps turning back
Into my own skin
You are everything
And nothing
And I am stuck in the wreckage
Beating my fists against a locked door
Leading to nowhere
Grief stitched into muscle memory
His absence throbs like severed bone
A wound that refuses silence
-Sorelle
Marwan Baytie Aug 28
She says, "All men betray,"
a curse she hurls away.
Not every soul she's known,
but one made grief her own.

He was her single light,
her moon against the night.
He cracked trust’s fragile seam,
and "all" became her scream.
ac Aug 24
my best friend is texting my ex
they’re gonna try to be “just friends”
can she not see how f-ed up this is to me?
how blind can she be?
my best friend forever?
forever's a stretch
cuz i kinda resent her
cuz she’s hurting me like no one else could
and i’m trying to forgive and forget
like i should
but she's so optimistic and so opportunist
a snake in the grass,
tell me,
how does she do it?
and now i'm confused,
thought friends have your back
she's always making passive-aggressive attacks
tell me, what are friends for?
when they’re the reason you’re crying on the bathroom floor?
“just friends” you say
but that’s nothing new
i used to be “just friends” with him too
how could she?
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