We met many many years back
When the realisation hit that I may need you
I met you at home and the street but as a vision
When my mum constantly reminded me to get you home
I rebelled and didn’t want to
I met you in my tears
When someone wanted you
More than me,
I met you in disdain
When I saw many who had you
But strutted around in false pride.
And I didn’t want you.
And here you are,
Many moons later,
Wherein I rediscovered you.
It was never you, it was the picture I painted.
I am getting closer to you now
Fresh canvas,
Wispy and comforting,
Uplifting like a kite 🪁 in the sky,
You’re blooming,
You smell fresh as a 🌹.
You’re “getting lighter”,
And to me now it is not my weight in body,
But the heaviness in my heart and mind,
That I am getting lighter with.
And as I do, I find you so comforting,
You were always my friend,
I didn’t see you
As people and my heaviness painted you as an enemy,
You’re my angel
And I know you better,
Getting closer to you,
Whispy, floating and free.
I like you lightness,
You’re me now.
You so want to come closer to me,
Constantly trying to invade my mind,
Tentacle my thoughts and dreams.
But hey I get you,
I am going to set you free.
Because now you’re inside of me
And my journey in the here and now is to be.
You’re sweet and I get you,
But sweetness is one flavour,
And I like it spicy and tangy as well,
A tad bitter, some more there,
So I’ll just set you free.
Now, I am free,
Whispy and floating,
Pink and sparkly,
Becoming me...
