I bow my head with sleepy eye’s,
slowly downward goes my head.
Mind drifting,
shifting from reality into
a drowsy darkness.
A flooding moment of silence,
my mind is still about me,
yet I feel a difference in my reality,
it wakes me everytime.
I can never dream until the end,
for my mind is too aware
for it to keep me underneath
the dream state you all are allowed
to share, but without me.
**© 2017 By Amanda Shelton
I have never been able to fully dream because for some reason when I get there I become aware I am dreaming, I end up waking up everytime. It’s not fair.