Everything happens

to me, nonetheless I am --


the protagonist.

a malignant haze
hitherto unnoticed and henceforth witnessed
the struggle of the enlightenment

I'm going to miss you.

For days, months, years;
For the rest of my life.

I am going to miss you.

I am sure you will invade my thoughts when I least expect it.
Like when I drink my morning coffee, find a new song or book, or when I hear a laugh similar to yours.

I am going to miss you.

Many things do not last,
But I know my thoughts, feelings, and memories of you will never die.

Even though, at times, I will not want to,
I am going to miss you.

Love with you was different,
but you still played me.
Like every person you claimed not to be.