he fronted his happiness
as he hurt inside
he hid his tears
with a smile
when was in pain
he would laugh
he hid under his pillow
for days on end
he would sneak, early in the morning,
to eat, fearful of others
yet he lived alone
he shot his father
20 years ago
and his father forgave him
loved ones would tell him
your very much loved
this man was my best friend
he was a true genius
honestly, he was not far
behind Gates and Jobs
he tried killing himself
multable times
he started to see a shrink
and the day came
he was sitting, waiting, ontime
an hour had past
so he decided to go for a walk
an deliberately walk in front of a
fully loaded dump truck
to end his paim
that he could not overcome
he was my very good friend