Rat a tat , tap on a desk
Pentip raps and the beat is my heart in
my chest
Stuck sitting
I can't stand it
If writers were criminals you'd catch me
redhanded
Words smoothe like red silk and silky
black.velvet
Syllables Spilling from my lips and sounding
like sanskrit

Wrote this
just.to say that I could write it
But it doesn't Set my heart on fire because
empty words can't
ignite it

been about a dozen.days since my pen has touched a page
Thought I had a message to.send but I.don't have much to.say

I hate what I'm writing
what if my brain is ******* me over
what if finally it's learnt from the others and packed it'd bags on me
what if my brain joins with the forces much greater than us
that I talk about
and together they plot their treason.
My thoughts are loaded gunpowder and my body
comprised of brick and cement
is the parliament building.
Maybe this poem is me
catching the rebels redhanded.
Maybe it's too late.
What if this is it,
the demise of my inner government,
the seats given to the opposition,
the monarchy going up in flames
(it certainly feels like burning)
I beg,
have me hung drawn and quartered
and feed my limbs to the birds.
And then,
from deep within the innards of a birds *****,
my last request is to
at the very least
make my severed head look pretty

RedHanded (First Time I Saw You)

There you were
Sparky hair and red shirt
-as I could still remember
You smiled while noticing me
I was caught red handed
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#SheIsSoLucky

I saw you a couple times
Waiting for someone
I had seen that someone
Should I noticed that too?
That someone
-is so lucky
-to have you
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#HowCouldIForget?

It was a seldom audacity
For me to look at you
But that day
Our eyes focused
At each other-
Made me realised
that
you
are
so
powerful.
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#Resea­ch (1)

My FYP moment
But you got me first
I needed to get rid of you

But Els,
You had planted seeds in my garden heart
That had been cloudy and raining for years
Now the seeds had grown into flowers
And would not wither unless you pick them.
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#Research (2) (I Found You)

I was dying to know
So i found everything
Every single pieces of what i needed
Whom was written above?
It was YOU.

God led me to you
With His mercy
I found you.
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