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Sawr Jan 2011
Do you not feel the overwhelming presence?
Do you not feel the desire, the flame?
Do you not feel my energy being transferred to you?
Do you not feel my heart going out to you?

I won't ever get too far, because I couldn't be far enough.
Sawr Jan 2011
""Was a flake, not much thought on intake, other than indulgence""
""Is not a flake, always thinking about intake, self-indulgent""

~~I know nothing about you, yet sometimes I let my ego blind me into actually believing I hate you~~
~~I have never met you, yet sometimes I convince my ego that you'd be better off alive than me, because sometimes I can't help but to hate you~~
~~You don't deserve that~~
~~I'm not above you, you are above me for me ever thinking any different~~


!!I don't deserve you!!
!!You make me feel like I'm going ******* insane!!
!!I can't stop thinking about it - I can't let myself win, or at least it seems that way. More out of compulsion than anything else, most unconscious and least beneficial, but most appealing some how... humans are ******* stupid!!

;;I am, am I;;
;;You are, are you;;
;;I am, are we?;;
;;We aren't as I am, we are as we are;;
;;I want nothing to want, I have everything;;
;;Maybe soon I'll be brave enough to be set free;;
If I am to lose, I will have won. If I win, I'm only going to lose.
Sawr Dec 2010
I'm completely in complete need of nothing to feel complete,
It's this I love to feel but not always can I free my soul enough to attain.
I'm understandably paling in comparison to me, myself, but it won't stop stop changing.
I'm ridiculed every time I speak! Nobody hears by who, I guess its only me.
Why is it that I meet myself with such resistance before I stop and think about it?
I'm trained, brained into me, the train won't stop
Sawr Dec 2010
I'm starving.
Staring,
Waiting,
Carving
My skin, waiting.
Wanting,
Wanting nothing at all,
Wanting only you.

I'm chewing on glass and drinking my thoughts,
I'm looking at you and it's scary.
But at the same time, it doesn't even matter.
It's all I can think about,
It's my will to care that I fear,
Not your will to leave,
Or my will to die.
Because willing or not,
Nothing doesn't expire,
But I've always firmly believed that together, we can keep each other's souls warm for as long as we please,
Until we fade, bleeding our minds into each other, our blood as one, our scars together fade, forever lost.

I want to know your misery, I want to know your demons, I want to watch you bleed.

Don't slow me down, stop me.
Don't stop me, hurt me.
Don't hurt me, unless you love me.
Don't love me, unless you do.
Don't want to want unless you want more, we can always expand our time.
Don't cut me open unless you want me to never let go.
Drown me in your eyes, just **** me already!

~(Are You Ready For A Miracle?)~
Sawr Dec 2010
:3
I love watching the red ooze down my cheek
Dripping onto my palms, I love your hate with a passion
I want you to scream your distaste with me at the ******* world,
Shake my skull until it cracks with your honest rage,
Your white-hot fire burning into my wrists,
That look that tells me "I'm going to rip your eyes out, and you're not going to watch"

Don't talk, don't talk..
Just watch, just waaaatch.
Well I, don't have no reason to say
I love you or I want you to stay.
But I know that I really do.
All I want is you,
Ripping me up!

Rip rip rip, you're making my dreams come true, one scar at a time.
Nobody else would do this to me, and I love you for it,
Grab my wrists with all your might and squeeze until my hands aren't mine
I want you to cut me open and smile about it for me :)
Sawr Dec 2010
Things change
Things like to
like to change
change real quick quick quick too fast fast
fast faster

Blink once, twice
smile at you
you smile at me
I wish you knew
you say you do
I wish you knew
I know you don't
I wish you knew
I know I don't
I really want you to cut me

Bass reverbrates through us
We keep dancing
I'm going to cut you deep..
and I'm going to (you) like it

I'm sitting here
you're watching me
I'm thinking of you
You're doubting everything
I'm doubting everything
I'm bathing myself in ****** ecstasy
I love this monster that's ******* my brains out
I'm smiling :D

I I I want want want your your your ******* hate hate hate passion
Grip my throat and ******* tear
Rip this blade from my palm, and let all my joy out
I'd love you forever <3
Sawr Nov 2010
My face, ripping
My mind, tripping
My focus, lacking
My trip, immaculate.
My gaze, fervent.

Cold as gas, wet as thought,
Wrong as rain, love is fought.
My soul is sharp, his tongue is deadly
Our hearts together, ring to a medly that doesn't have a point, only a purpose,
There to be, not to do, and doesn't need ANYTHING to do with you.

That's why he's always trying to get away from me,
but you can't run away from your own body.
That's why he's still here.
But you can't be in love with your own mind.
That's why he isn't.
But you won't hear this coming from him.

Like soft wind, wrapping around my shoulders,
Your ethereal touch makes me feel invisible.
I'm complacent just listening.
And that's why Spry doesn't like you.
You give him too much to love.
He sure is a child sometimes.
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