Words don't heal anymore

you just turned 18 yet nothing changes
its just the date and time that changes
it still feels the same
not as happy as l anticipated

l put down the words
all lies?????

Maybe the paper wont understand the feelings
Or its the fear that even poetry could know my story

its all hidden in between the lines
And in the letters l find my solace

Can l find my true safe heaven on pen and paper?
its all an illusion, nothing gets better

Maybe it all comes down to being emotionless
Am l unhuman????? NO

My heart is just too big to store everything
Originally it was meant to pump blood but that changed

Why it never pops all the feelings or get tired? idk
its still a mystery

Even l want to know when l can finally break free
for now its safe to say its nature...……..

Him: what if l fall for her
Her:  will just pick you up

they are waiting for me to break
so they can take advantage of my pieces

no need to see my scars
to know that I'm hurting

its not my fault
life taught me not to care

they told me to go get a life
and l got you

it doesn't hurt
its all in your head

1 love doesn't fade it just switches people

2 feelings never fade they just change

3 nothing is permanent but love is also eternal

time heals all wounds
but doesn't take away the memories

nothing is permanent but don't forget
love is also eternal

If you could read my mind
You could hear a thousand cries
Pleading for you to care just once more
If you could read my mind
You'd see a million papers
Filled with broken poetries
Of a love story which never happened
And so many unspoken words
If only you could read my mind
Maybe you would feel the pain ‘
my eyes failed to show you
and you refused to see
If you could read my mind
You’d see a heart that still yearns for you,
a heart bleeding in silent tears
If you could read my mind
You’d see a side of me l failed to show you
The eternity l always dreamed of
If you could read my mind
Maybe you’d understand how it feels to love
a person that can never be yours
If only you could read my mind
l wouldn’t be writing this

ln a room with so many people
l can only hear your voice
is that love?

she was a burning fire
but he failed to see the flames in her eyes
and now he is struggling to relight the ashes
together with the flames the feelings faded

We could have lasted for eternity .
But we were short lived.
Guess it won't be true love if not painful
You left me *******.

But you didn't take my courage.
The painful memories became a motivation.
The emotions could have killed me.
But instead gave me unimaginable stamina .

I lost my senses l went crazy .
Never imagined myself healing .
But now my heart is like a singing bird.
My mind didn't just stabilize l actually got a sixth sense added.

Your love came as a volcano .
Leaving me totally shattered.                      And gave me a nightmare of a lifetime .
But finally l can say lm healed

You took away everything
But failed to take the memories
Whenever l look back it hurts
But l smile because it was worth the pain

If imaginary world existed
Together till the end of eternity
Wouldn't be so far to reach

Love is in the air
Thats why it always disappear(evaporates) after sometime