i never wanted to fight
it never makes a difference
it never fixed my problems
i never bought into existence

but then we met
and for while there i thought i saw a reason
or felt purpose or sensed a future
yet never came to that season

and now you're fading
faster than i can delude myself
into fighting for what's left
or asking for your help

i never wanted to fight
and i don't think we can change what's coming
i love you and i wanted it to work
but sometimes all you've done is just for nothing

we lost

I burned your letters
and finally
felt the warmth of your words.

I'm sitting here
on the darkest night
when a poem comes
and says, "stay there",
and silence will be your friend.
Let's pretend
to know each other
even though
we never remember
faces like the people
we once loved.
I'll say this
and everything you hate
shut up.
You are victorious
over all solitude.

As time passed by,
I've finally realized.
That you'll never be mine,
That everything we had,
Needed to be ended up.

I have to forget you,
You, that i love so much,
You, that i thought "my one less lonely boy."
You, that give me joy and happiness,
You, that brought color and symphony into my life.

Now that it came to an end,
I'll forget everything about you,
Everything about us,
Everything we used to do.
All the laughter and pain,
Troubles and triumph,
And all of the silly things we sometimes do.

And now is the time.
Time for me to let you go,
My BESTFRIEND, that i care  for,
My BESTFRIEND, that i fell for,
And my BESTFRIEND that i love so.
'Cause now,
You were just Somebody that i used to know.

I will send flowers
or a plane
if that’s what it takes
just come home
for another minute

Between the freezing
Rainy days,
your cold stares
and deafening silence,
I don’t know which
One is worse.