I want to say:

"Hi!"
to a friend
whom to me is a stranger now.
a friend who put me into
oblivion.

"why?"
the question
that is still pending
for your response

"Sorry!"
i don't know
but
I think
I need to

"hey! I'm just here."
just to let
you know
I care.

"Goodbye"
don't worry
it would be my last option
I knew
it would never happen
This would never end

"I MISS YOU!"
the three words
stuck in my throat
and
my body is trembling  to
scream it unto you ****!